[Kenai Peninsula Wolf] Leviathan Mar 28, 2015 15:54:25 GMT -5
Post by Leviathan on Mar 28, 2015 15:54:25 GMT -5
Years RPing: Way too many years!
Other: I AM ANIKIRA LEADER
How You Found Us: See above proclamation of awesomeness
Birthday: March 13, 2015
Species: Kenai Peninsula Wolf
Height: 49 inches
Length: 78 inches
Weight: 221 lbs
Coat Color: Black, brown & white
Eye Color: Blue with a golden inner ring
Health Issues: Suffers from alexithymia
Other Information: Alexithymia is a personality construct characterized by the sub-clinical inability to identify and describe emotions in the self.The core characteristics of alexithymia are marked dysfunction in emotional awareness, social attachment, and interpersonal relating. Furthermore, individuals suffering from alexithymia also have difficulty in distinguishing and appreciating the emotions of others, which is thought to lead to unempathic and ineffective emotional responding. (quote from Wikipedia)
Mental Stability: Insane (but not in the traditional sense of the term)
History: Born in the first litter born to the Valyn Pack, Leviathan is a true enigma. He is one of the first generations of wolves born into what seems to be a peaceful period. Born of two alphas of widely varying ideologies and pack constructs, he is the spawn of two strongly dedicated and passionate leaders. While he is not aware of his father's position of power nor his whoring ways, a sense of disconnection from the pack was present from his first conscious thought. Unlike his brother and sisters, Levi could not understand why everything was funny or fun. He simply saw the world objectively; things just were. There was nothing beyond the very existence of these things, and they were there to provide sustenance to the pack. While he still pounced and romped with the others, there was no true feeling there. He could not decipher why his siblings seemed so different from he. It was a conundrum in and of itself. Whereas their mother was dominant and strong, his siblings seemed to be less than so. He was the rock of their litter, at least in his eyes. Things were different through the eyes of Leviathan, and it would take quite some time for him to see why.
Personality: Two words are often used to describe Levi: cold and unfeeling. While he identifies that there is something wrong with him, he simply cannot bring himself to care much about anything or anyone around him. His consciousness of the issues surrounding his personality is quite confusing to him sometimes. He often isolates himself socially from others, apart from his brother Valhalla, as he is quick to hurt others' feelings without even recognizing it. He is dysfunctional, but not in the traditional sense of the term. Levi is hyper-aware of his differences and tries to compensate by portraying a sense of caring and feeling, much like the traits of a sociopath. While he does not have the violent tendencies that may follow along with this condition, he often isolates himself as he is not sure if he is a risk to others due to what he feels is a sense of unease in his presence. He is a lethal combination of size, strength, and instability. While he lacks a sense of emotional allegiance, he still recognizes duty and honor in a definition style. He has no desire to act to please others, no compulsion to succeed, and no vie for attention that many others experience. Anything he does, he does for himself and the necessity of it for his existence. He is the idealistic soldier in that he does not run into the emotional conflict of right and wrong.