Post by Erebos on Apr 1, 2015 8:10:26 GMT -5
The water on the cavern walls was drip, drip, dripping into the crevices on the floor, following the scattered pathways into the grasses just beyond the broken rock underfoot, and submerged within the trails of traveling liquid was tiny pieces of his passion, as though to symbolize how a piece of his humanity depleted by the second, carried away from him by the poor excuse for a current, and to it he would gladly wave goodbye had he not the knowledge that stirring, if even the slightest, would awaken a sibling or, dare he ponder so recklessly, his mother. Erebos did not wish to risk the diminutive fem.ale’s wrath - he had learned to attach the word small to her features shortly after he had begun to understand how language functioned, for the males of Kairos, his father, Goliath, included, towered above her at an astonishing rate, and with how quickly he was sprouting, like a seed burrowed in the earth receiving plenty of sunlight and water, he could only imagine that soon enough he would tower above her, too. He would not awaken her though, he was certain of it; he slept away from the others because it took him longer to fall asleep, finding that the others often submitted to their fatigue long before his ey.elids would even begin to droop. His mind was constantly awake, reeling with insight well beyond his years, often blinking pale blue e.yes in the dark from his corner of the room and watching the others intensely as they slumbered, lulled by the blissful rise and fall of their chests.
He had the inklings of an idea as to what would occur if that blissful rise and fall of their chests was to come to an abrupt stop. Frequently, his paws itched to test his theory, and even now he found that he was struggling to remain still. Sometimes he could picture himself looming above one of them, off to the side just enough so that his shadow would not risk hovering over their closed ey.elids, forewarning of his nearness, and he would stand there, quietly breathing, so close to doing it and yet so far all the same. This, however, was but a simple dream - perhaps others would have called it a nightmare - and so he disregarded it completely whenever he happened to wake up on the other side of the room.
He had hardly noticed the seconds between having stood and having expertly navigated his way around his sleeping family, sitting in the mouth of the cave with no intention. It was odd, this lack of emotion inside of him; he felt like there was nothing inside of him at all, and like he would be found out to be a collection of dusty bones if to peel back the fur and witness with a start that he did not immediately bleed. It was too early on in his lifespan for anybody to confirm what was going on with him, even he was utterly perplexed as to why he had the thoughts that he did, why he wanted to do some of the terrible, terrible things that he wanted to do . . . there was no way of explaining it other than that he just felt different.
Felt like he could be scary if he wanted to be, and each day it sounded more and more appealing.
There was the slightest sound of movement behind him, but he had heard it as clearly as if someone had been snarling at the top of their lungs. The large puppy arched his neck over his shoulder at an agonizingly slow pace, and the fixation of his ghostly ey.es upon the moving body was instantaneous.
He had the inklings of an idea as to what would occur if that blissful rise and fall of their chests was to come to an abrupt stop. Frequently, his paws itched to test his theory, and even now he found that he was struggling to remain still. Sometimes he could picture himself looming above one of them, off to the side just enough so that his shadow would not risk hovering over their closed ey.elids, forewarning of his nearness, and he would stand there, quietly breathing, so close to doing it and yet so far all the same. This, however, was but a simple dream - perhaps others would have called it a nightmare - and so he disregarded it completely whenever he happened to wake up on the other side of the room.
He had hardly noticed the seconds between having stood and having expertly navigated his way around his sleeping family, sitting in the mouth of the cave with no intention. It was odd, this lack of emotion inside of him; he felt like there was nothing inside of him at all, and like he would be found out to be a collection of dusty bones if to peel back the fur and witness with a start that he did not immediately bleed. It was too early on in his lifespan for anybody to confirm what was going on with him, even he was utterly perplexed as to why he had the thoughts that he did, why he wanted to do some of the terrible, terrible things that he wanted to do . . . there was no way of explaining it other than that he just felt different.
Felt like he could be scary if he wanted to be, and each day it sounded more and more appealing.
There was the slightest sound of movement behind him, but he had heard it as clearly as if someone had been snarling at the top of their lungs. The large puppy arched his neck over his shoulder at an agonizingly slow pace, and the fixation of his ghostly ey.es upon the moving body was instantaneous.
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Word Count: 618.
Tags: @lilith , @beleth , @pandora , @samson , Typhon
OOC: EEEEEEP. Oh, and sorry but there will be a random period in the word "fem.ale" and "ey.elids/e.yes" because it was correcting to "cabbage" and "laser beam(s)" -_-
Word Count: 618.
Tags: @lilith , @beleth , @pandora , @samson , Typhon
OOC: EEEEEEP. Oh, and sorry but there will be a random period in the word "fem.ale" and "ey.elids/e.yes" because it was correcting to "cabbage" and "laser beam(s)" -_-