[ NAM'S • TRACKER ]

[Rain]

w e l c o m e

to nam's tracker

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Welcome to my new thread and character tracker! I decided to merge the two concepts into one thread to keep things more organized. I have eight characters now, so I need to keep things neat and tidy in order to not get lost in my own mess. Please, do not post here! I'll make another thread for plotting purposes. <3 This is the thread to go if you want to know more about my characters and about their whereabouts. Enjoy!

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r a i n 

i ain't afraid of falling anymore

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name; rain 

age; 2 years

gender; female

species; tundra x timber

height; 28 inches

length; 59 ½ inches

weight; 120 pounds

coat; Rain’s coat color is predominantly black, but brown highlights are scattered across her body and head. Her chest has a white patch of fur that contrasts her dark appearance. Her tail tip has some white hairs scattered here and there.

eyes; Silvery Grey

health; 100%

other; Her body is filled with scars. Some are noticeable, especially in her front legs, but the majority are well hidden under her fur. They are mostly because of struggling with prey. She has a more recent scar in her hind leg due to a fall.

mind; sane

history; A thunderstorm raged in Anikira. The animals took shelter beneath the roots of the trees, or beneath anything they could find. In a small den, a silvery femme was panting heavily, indicating that she was going to give birth. Her extended belly was moving rapidly up and down, and showed signs of pushing. After a few pushes and a few licks, two pups, a tri-colored one and a black one, began suckling from their mother's milk. She was excited, but at the same time, a hint of sadness reflected from her silver eyes. She looked at the exit of the den, hoping that by some miracle, her beloved mate would come and enter and share this beautiful moment with her. She wanted him to see their family, but he wasn't here. But, it wasn't his fault, after all... it was theirs.

"I know that we will be the best parents ever, my love." The dark brown wolf licked his mate, staring at her with his intense yellow eyes, which made her melt every time. "I know, my beloved Arius, but what if they... what if they end being stillborn?" Her voice crumbled at the thought, but her mate quickly reassured her the only way he knew how to do it. 

"Shh, be quiet now, Delilah. I know everything will be alright. We will have a family, and raise them with love. They will know what it is like to be in a warm, loving family. Nothing will ever separate us. We will be one." A sound came from behind some foliage. The couple looked at the sound's source, only to be found by a group of three wolves. They seemed to be a small pack that looked only for trouble and violence, and they were obviously up to no good. Arius shielded his mate from the gang. 

"What do you want from us? I told you to leave us alone." Delilah's ears perked at the last statement, making her feel uneasy and confused about what was going on. "What do you mean, Arius?" she questioned. Arius looked at her and hushed her, telling her that she would know by the time they were done with the trio. The leader smiled at Arius, locking his single, working eye at the brown wolf. "It's time for payback for what you did to us."

"Please Kuro, I have a family now. I no longer want to hurt others. I am sorry about your eye, but I had no choice."

"No choice? Hm, that's a shame." The grey and black wolf looked at Delilah, smiling at her. "That's a pretty lady ya got there, Arius."

Arius's heart skipped a beat. His teeth showed, showing a set of pearly, sharp whites, preparing to maul everyone that dared to hurt his family. "It would be sad for her to know how you raped, tortured and killed others... just for fun." Delilah's eyes shot open, and took a step back from her mate. 

"Stop, Kuro!" "How... how come you never told me this, Arius?" Her eyes were filled with tears. Arius's heart was beating faster than ever. "I... I was going to, my love. It is a part of my past I haven't healed yet. I wasn't prepared to tell you. But trust me, I was going to pretty soon."

"Oh, I guess it wasn't soon enough. In fact, pretty lady, your mate here? He gave me this horrible eye. You know why? Just because he tried to escape from me. But y'know, no one escapes from Kuro."

The other two wolves, one a cream and brown one, and another a black one, surrounded the couple. Delilah began taking a few steps back from her mate. Arius looked back at her, with tear-filled eyes, telling her he loved her with all his heart. After telling her his feelings, he uttered a single word that sent her running a mile a minute.

"RUN!"

As she ran, she could hear the wolves fighting in the distance. She knew that he would probably be killed. Her eyes began shedding tears, and her heart was about to explode. She could not believe what had just happened. Even if she couldn't believe it, she forgave Arius. She loved him with all his heart. But... he was gone. But her faith was still beating.

Delilah raised the two pups with tender care. She named the first born Rain, and the other pup Arius, like his father. Delilah taught them love, affection and determination. She did not want her pups to become evil, or to stray away from their established morals, so she did her best to be a strict but loving mother, in which their pups always trusted. She taught them how to hunt since their early puphood, starting with small critters like birds, squirrels and other small animals. As Rain began to develop mentally, she became more and more interested in the perfection of her skills, like spying and hunting. She began training day after day with the help of her mother, and became much more observant of her surroundings. Her brother was also determined, but only when needed to be; he was a little bit more lazier and laid-back than his sister. As they grew older, Delilah's faith of Arius's return grew weaker, but it was still present. 

One day, when the pups were a year old, a familiar scent was caught by Delilah, accompanied by a howl in the distance. Not quite sure if she was dreaming, she called her pups and told them to follow her. The three ran to the place the howl was coming from, and to Delilah's surprise, a thin, scruffy and limping wolf smiled at them several feet away. She was cautious, and told her pups to stand behind her. When she called out to him, he responded that he was Arius. She wouldn't believe it at first. But after approaching him more, and after staring at his eyes, she confirmed it was him. A beautiful sight of snuggles, licks, cuddles and tail-wagging ensued, and Arius got to meet his pups for the first time. After another year of love, affection and making up for lost time, the pups were two years old now, and Rain felt the need to keep moving forward. She wanted to join a pack where she could use her skills for the good of the pack. After tears and heartache, she left to face the world alone. Once every six months, she reunites with her family in the same spot where Delilah gave birth to Arius and Rain. She roams Anikira in hopes of finding a pack that will give her the chance to show off her skills, and that will make her feel useful.

personality; Rain is what you call a mysterious female. She is quiet, only speaking when needed to, and very observant most of the time. She is usually seen hiding in the shadows, far from others, and spying is one her specialties. Due to this aspect of her nature, she is a very skilled hunter, and it has been like this since her puphood, thanks to her mother's guidance and training. She has a set of morals and values that she sticks fiercely to, and she is very wise for her age. Rain is what you call an introvert--she is quickly drained in social interactions, and even if she is in a pack, she only hangs out alone or with a select few that she calls friends or acquaintances. She is very family oriented, and she secretly loves pups. She is strong, hard-headed, stubborn and sometimes hot-headed, but she keeps these traits in order, only coming out when absolutely needed or provoked. Rain is a very cautious female, so she distrusts anyone that comes out on her way, and she is more likely to investigate the stranger's intentions by interrogation and in extreme cases, by spying. When totally and completely out of control (which is very rare), she is violent, and may become blinded by fury and rage, and it is hard to snap her out of this "trance." She may hurt the wolf, but she has made a promise to never kill except for consumption. Once you get to know her, she is more laid-back and is a total flirt with the males. She also can be a sisterly or even motherly figure for females, and even to males she does not feel attracted to. Overall, she is a hidden treasure than many fail to see.

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k u j o
if my heart was a house, you'd be home

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name; kujo 
age; 2 years
gender; male
species; arctic x grey

height; 30 inches
length; 50 inches
weight; 125lbs
coat; He consists of a creamy white coat color, with black, dark cream and brown highlights in his back.
eyes; pale green
health; 100%, fairly strong even if he is the runt of his litter
other; n/a

mind; sane
history; Everything began as a beautiful love story between two beautiful wolves: the strong Alpha of Airila, Toiro, and the delicate wolf known as Aludra. They were shy about their feelings at first, but as time passed, their relationship blossomed into a family--Jadir, Swan, Kujo, and Xerxes were born into the world, making the dreams of the couple come true at last. They were raised in Airila; their parents ensured that they grew up in a place filled with love and attention of all forms possible, both parents taking part of their lives every day. Kujo was more attached to his mother, but he still loved his father deeply. He talked to her about everything as he grew, and the connection between the two was inseparable. Kujo was also close to his father, and Toiro was a huge role model to Kujo in every aspect, but it was Aludra's warmth that got closer to his heart from the start.

As the siblings grew, they began to develop their personalities, and months began to fly by. Their parents were constantly supervising their pups, ensuring that they would grow up to be good pups in all the sense of the word. Kujo was quiet, always observing the world around him where ever he went with them. He always walked close to his mother, sticking close to her legs as she walked. He was insecure and shy when he was a pup, and being smaller than the rest of the litter, he was more delicate than his siblings. But this didn't stop him, though--he began to grow up in strength and agility, and as time flew by, his personality began to change. He was now more confident in his abilities, and his small body began growing into a normal-sized pup. No one would know he was the runt of the litter without asking, and he was getting better each day that passed by.

Like it happens, the pups grew and each and every one began to show different likes and dislikes. Kujo did not want to lead Airila in case something happened to his beloved father, just because he didn't believe it was in him. He respected his father so much that for him, he wasn't worthy of such a huge title of honor. He always thought that Jadir, his older brother, would be perfect for the role of being a leader, and if someone deserved that title, it was him. So, Kujo grew up to be a quiet wolf, always observant and talking only when needed to. His mother taught him to be kind and gentleman-like with the females, always putting their needs first on top of his.

Kujo began to bond even more with his siblings, always taking care of them as much as he could. He would be the voice of reason when they wanted to do silly things, and even if he ended up doing them anyway, he was the one that always seemed more concerned with their behavior. He always cared for his sibling's well-being, and began to walk in Toiro's gentle footsteps when it came to taking care of his loved ones. He began to take an interest in herbs and plants, just like his mother did, in hopes of becoming more like her. He began asking his mother for lessons in plants and herbs, and every time his siblings became injured or hurt, he would help his mother whip up the cure in no time by looking for the plants she needed. He is currently in Airila with his siblings, now at one year old, and he hopes to be a gatherer or even take in his mother's rank of a Shaman in the future. But, due to his humble nature he prefers to lay low.

personality; Kujo is what you call a gentleman. Even if he was the runt of the litter, he has grown up to be strong and fast, but he prefers to use the strength of his mind rather than of his body. He is a pacifist at heart and strives to be like his parents in every sense of the word, having them in a high pedestal. He has morals and values, and he prefers to stay quiet rather than to fight. He is very gentle and sweet with the ladies, always protecting them regardless of their relationship status. He treats each and every one of them in a respectful manner, never wanting to offend them or making them feel uncomfortable. He always looks at the bright side of things, and he will never want to hurt anyone, and if he does so even accidentally, he will be too hard on himself, ending in a depression. He is caring, noble, sweet and full of respect, and also very family oriented. However, this sugarcoated male does have a negative side--he is sometimes too good, resulting in a difficulty saying no at times; he also puts his needs so much before his that he forgets to tend to his own needs. He needs time alone sometimes to be able to figure out what's wrong with him and think of his own needs. He sometimes is very stubborn and hard-headed, and he sometimes keeps in thoughts and feelings until he cannot deal with it anymore, ending in anxiety and anger. Once in this state, he says what is in his mind without regarding the consequences, ending up in saying things he later regrets. He helps others a lot, but always rejects help once offered, and he has to reluctantly say yes if the wolf insists. He sometimes has trust issues with males for no apparent reason except with those of his family, and he does not like abuse one bit, reacting sometimes violently against it. With flaws and all, Kujo is a wolf with a true heart of gold.

[Rain]

t h a n a t o s

if grace is an ocean, we're all sinking

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Lost and Lonely [Jericho]
Let the Good Times Roll [Elijah]
Worth a Shot [Kenai/Kiara]
On the Shores of a Dream [Lietus] - on hold

name; thanatos {tha-na-toss}

age; 4 years

gender; male

species; mackenzie valley

height; 36 inches

length; 59 inches

weight; 140lbs

coat; A mixture of brownish greys, dull shades of cream that dominate his back, and rust in his head, face and ears.

eyes; grey

health; 100&

other; Has four scars running through his left eye.

mind; unstable - slight case of OCD

history; Thanatos was the only born pup in a stable home in the island of Tas'alea. The couple loved him very much and he was very cherished in the early stages of his puphood. His mother was calm, submissive and nurturing, and his father was strong, dominant but gentle and completely in love with his mate. Thanatos grew up the first months of his life with a close-knit family that did everything and anything together. One day, when he was six months old, the happiness of his early days ended when his mother fell gravely ill and passed away, and his father, no longer able to bare with the heartbreak of his beloved's passing, took his own life by jumping out of a cliff. This moment was the one thing that began to fracture Thanatos's mind, and he started to blame his mother for making his father weak and eventually began to blame his mother for his father's demise. A small, but tangible anger began to grow inside of the little pup's heart, and this anger would continue to fuel him until he grew up. 

After witnessing his parents's death, he began to wander around Tas'alea aimlessly with his head lowered in sadness. Tears of anger and confusion began to stream down his face and his whimpers could be heard softly by those that could be lurking around him. As he walked he found Kuruk; he took him to his father, and since that moment Kuruk and Thanatos began to grow up as brothers and as best friends. Kuruk's family pack cared for Thanatos very well, making Thanatos forget sometimes that he was only adopted. He truly felt part of the family. Kuruk became a big role model for Thanatos, acting and becoming the older brother that he always wished to have. Kuruk taught him how to fight, and in one of those practice fights, Kuruk accidentally scratched Thanatos's eye, giving him the scars he has today in his left eye. 

After some time in the family, Thanatos noticed how reckless his older brother was, and sometimes tried to stop his behavior to no avail. Thanatos was somewhat more quiet and well-behaved, and even more because of the grateful nature he had towards the family. That didn't mean he never got into trouble, but he got into trouble far less frequently than Kuruk. At one year old, his family got attacked by a pack of wolves. They fought the best they could, but the pack's strength was far to great, ending in Kuruk and Thanatos's escape. They ran away to the main island, and quickly after, a pack of females "rescued" them, planning on using them for breeding purposes when they were in their sexual maturity. It was in this pack that Thanatos and Kuruk met Odara, a beautiful wolf that had to be the most beautiful creature that Thanatos had ever laid eyes upon. Thanatos knew of his brother's feelings towards her, but Odara seemed to have an eye for him as well. It was about this time that Thanatos also met Nova, another wolf very similar to Odara, and they became fast friends. This ignited the never ending rivalry between the brothers, making them fight often even for the most trivial things to the most serious matters such as Odara. It was in this time that the pack took Kuruk away from Thanatos because he was "too much of a rebel," ending in the brothers's eight month separation. During this time, Thanatos had no idea where his brother was, and even if he looked around for him, the dominant females that reigned the pack would stop him useless, often overpowering him and controlling him when he demanded an explanation. For some time, he somewhat gave up and convinced himself he was either kidnapped or dead, making him more depressed than he already was in this pack.

During this time, Odara showed a huge interest in Thanatos, and he began to go out with her, spending time with her and ultimately falling in love with her. He didn't know that Odara knew about Kuruk's fate, but she kept it a secret from him. As they continued their relationship, one day Thanatos saw Kuruk running away, trying to escape. He was injured and looked desperate, so Thanatos ran behind him after Kuruk called him without asking any questions because he knew that they would be answered later. After managing to escape, Thanatos remembered about Odara and about Nova, but knew that his true loyalty was owed to Kuruk. Without looking behind, he reached safety with Kuruk without knowing that Nova was behind them. Nova had also escaped from the pack because she wanted to be with Thanatos where ever he went. However, Thanatos encountered her and brought her to Kuruk, telling her to stick around with them so she could be safe.

It was in this time where Thanatos began to remember about how his mother taught him that certain plants held an amazing power, and she told him that using them in wounds would even accelerate the process. Thanatos used this knowledge to heal Kuruk's wounds and from there he began to gain a knowledge in plants and nature, far beyond his expectations. Of course, it all came through trial and error, often ending in the male eating some drug plants that made him hallucinate, much to Kuruk's amusement.

Unbeknownst to Thanatos, Odara was looking for him. He did not know that she had found Kuruk first, ending in her leaving for a good amount of time. 

After a while since Odara's disappearance, Thanatos began to grow closer to Nova. He already had a crush on her, and she already had big feelings for the tricolored male, but Thanatos's heart still belonged to Odara. However, he began to forget Odara and fall in love with Nova rather quickly--it was her caring yet confident nature that won his heart. Kuruk began to constantly threaten Nova, ending in Thanatos's anger only growing stronger against his brother. He got into quite some fights with Kuruk ending in Kuruk winning because seemingly the black wolf wanted to make a point to Nova that she was with a weakling. However, Thanatos kept threatening Kuruk and fighting with him and protecting Nova from him at all costs, but Thanatos sometimes underestimated Kuruk's real power. One day, Kuruk injured a random stranger in the woods, ending in Thanatos's anger grow even stronger and always warning Nova of Kuruk, telling him to stay away from him as much as possible because he was out of control.

After some time, Kuruk told Thanatos tauntingly that he had told Nova that he was on the rebound of a recently lost love. He ignored his brother because he knew that although he had "forgotten" Odara, the feelings still lingered. Time passed and Kuruk began dating one of Nova's friends called Alvina, to Thanatos's relief.

After many threats, fights and tension, Thanatos, Nova, Kuruk and Alvina began to get along more or less good. However, Thanatos began to notice that Alvina was covered in bite marks all over her body. Thanatos began to observe his brother carefully, fearing that he was abusing the female. One fateful day, he heard yelling and desperation coming from the nearby lake, making him dart towards the action. He saw that Kuruk was threatening to drown Alvina, making him angered beyond reason with his brother. He jumped to the rescue, fighting with Kuruk and managing to control him by locking him in a cave, threatening to injure him if he dared to come out. However, Alvina came to Kuruk's rescue because she still loved him, and she was a victim of his abuse. When he came out, Kuruk killed a group of innocent wolves, making Thanatos confront him about his actions. However, the dark wolf was far too broken to realize what he did.

Alvina and Kuruk broke their relationship. By that time, Thanatos was attacked randomly by a stranger wolf named Keltai, which was sent by another wolf named Keiran. Kuruk rescued Thanatos, and the encounter left Thanatos wondering what was going on. Sometime after this, Thanatos noticed the growing relationship of his brother and Nova. At first he reacted jealously, sometimes fighting with his brother and trying to take Nova far away from him. However, over the time he calmed down, accepting that she may love both of them. He was determined to win Nova over, and he still is. 

One day, out of nowhere, Odara came back telling the brothers that she had Nova's brother kidnapped. She was asking in return for a wolf she needed, which was supposedly Keiran's father, Insyo. Thanatos discovered all that had happened with this Keiran wolf, and also found out that if Insyo was killed, Kuruk was going to be killed as well. Thanatos intervened, much to Kuruk's anger. Kuruk didn't understand that Thanatos had saved his life. 

After all of this, Thanatos met Dar'umo, a friend of Kuruk, and they occasionally find each other on the run. Right now, Thanatos and Kuruk are lurking around, Thanatos always lurking in Kuruk's shadow. 

personality; Thanatos is what you call a broken soul. His beginnings were filled with love and in the end his mind fractured due to his parents's death, making him a somewhat angered and unstable wolf on the inside. He is very analytical, perfectionist and somewhat anti-social. He is obsessive with perfection and his negative thoughts often cloud his judgement. However, he is very wise when it comes to decisions and he knows when to be thankful, and he knows when he should shut up as well. He has been known to love truly and deeply so much that he is willing to give his life for those whom he loves, and this includes Kuruk, no matter how many times he has fought with him. Kuruk has a big place in his heart, making him grateful and loyal above all things to him. Thanatos is cold, distant and very observant, making others quickly suspect of his quiet stares and observations. His mind works like a scientist, always drawing conclusions and his understanding of how life works often confuses many. 

He always seeks logic above all things, and if things do not have a reason behind them or a logical explanation he discards them as ridiculous or useless unless proven otherwise. He is a very quick thinker, and this aids him in battle or fighting situations. He is of a cool temper but it has a very short limit, especially when it comes to how Kuruk knows how to get on his bad side. When angered he is highly aggresive yet still tries to persuade the opponent into avoiding the fight. Surprisingly for this enigmatic male, there is a dark side to him that if it is discovered, it can turn this male into a twisted being. His mind sometimes is on the brink of insanity due to his obsessive negative thoughts that cloud his judgement, turning him into a sarcastic, sadistic, manipulative and depressive machine that many would fear to meet. He is so loyal to Kuruk sometimes that his brother's way of thinking gets on his mind and blurs his already unstable mind. 

Overall, Thanatos still has good in him. He is just a very angered and confused soul that is loyal to another broken soul. Whether or not Thanatos succumbs to his fragile mind in the future is still unknown to him, but for now he is hanging on by a thin thread.

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k a y i
this isn't the end

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name; kayi [KAH - yeeh]
age; 1 year
gender; female
species; mexican x iranian x grey

height; 31 inches
length; 52 inches
weight; 115lbs
coat; Albino. White fur with pink eyes, nose, lips, skin and pawpads.
eyes; pink
health; 100%
other; oculocutanous albinism; cannot see well in the bright sunlight

mind; unstable; Ursuphobia [fear of bears], Thanatophobia [fear of death], and PTSD triggered by bears and death of loved ones. She enters in a state of panic, hyperventilation, shaking, and may even pass out in exhaustion.
history; A beautiful love story unfolded between two hearts--a silvery white male named Kismet fell in love and mated with the multi-hued Inaya. It was a beautiful relationship that blossomed from the heart of love itself, and Inaya became incredibly happy after years of crippling depression, anxiety and self-hate. Slowly, Kismet found a way into the small female's broken heart, and soon figured out how to fix what was already broken. One day, her belly began to grow, so it signaled that pups were coming soon. When the due date came, the two of them received the product of their love with tears and joy; Kamikaze, Malachi, Adeline... but one stood out--her pelt was white as snow, and her eyes, nose and lips were pink. She was a beauty and a very unique one indeed, so they picked out the best-fitting name for her, Kayi, which meant snow. The pups grew in size and in personality, and their family was as close as it could ever be. Kismet was stern but incredibly loving, and Inaya was an amazing mother, treating her pups with love and tender guidance. Occasionally, the pups would go away with Uncle Kenai and Aunt Sydas to have fun so that the couple would have some private time. Their life was perfect, and Kayi was beginning to be quite the specimen. She was clumsy, especially in the bright sunny days of summer, but her brother Kamikaze was always by her side. They soon began to form a close relationship; since he was the runt and she was an albino, they were unique in a way. Kayi's personality began to blossom even more, being quiet but spontaneous, gentle and kind, but brave, with a heart of a strong wolf. The two were inseparable, but their happy family would soon encounter fate when they least expected it.

One day, their father was out hunting, while their mother was teaching them how to scavenge. Their mother had learned a few tricks of choosing herbs. As they learned about what berries to eat and what berries should be avoided, a heart-stopping growl was heard. In just a blur of a second, the source of the sound revealed itself--a giant bear appeared out of nowhere, growling and screaming at them with every step. Kayi quickly ran behind her mother, but after noticing that the bear was coming for her, she ran away from Inaya to the opposite side. Her body was trembling, and her body began show signs of hyperventilation; it got even worse when she heard a loud cracking noise from behind her. When Kayi looked to where her mother was, she saw the image that still haunts her to this day--the body of her dead mother, filled with blood, with tears coming from her eyes. Kayi screamed to the top of her lungs, tears screaming down from her face and hysteria taking over her. The bear, who was big, seemed even bigger by her immediate fear. His father came to the scene, face filled with rage and fury, and lunged at the bear, attempting to kill the demon that had murdered the love of his life. Kayi saw how his father fell down in exhaustion, and how the bear began to approach him. The snow-white wolf ran away as quickly as she could, screaming her sibling's names to the top of her lungs. She had no idea if any of them survived. Malachi? He was the most likely survivor. He had the skills to fight, so maybe he had a better chance. Adeline? Also likely, she was very good at everything she set her mind into. Kamikaze... her heart ached for him. She knew how vulnerable he was, really. She was determined to find him, so after days of searching and loosing his scent, she gave up. He was probably dead, just like the rest of her family. But her hope is still shining through, no matter what.

Her mind began to fracture, and slowly she became a ghost of her mother. Nightmares, depression, crippling anxiety and phobias began to crawl to her mind. She jumped at every shadow, at every movement that signaled immediate danger. She felt vulnerable, afraid and deeply longed for protection. She now wanders around Anikira in desperate search for any surviving sibling, but she feels that Kamikaze is out there somewhere. She desires to overcome her struggles and traumas, and wants to be made stronger again. Kayi desires to be the playful, clumsy pup she was when she was much younger and she will do anything to gain that strength back. Even if she feels vulnerable now, she is still very determined, so she will do everything that is necessary in order to feel safe, secure, and herself again.

personality; Kayi is very quiet, and many think of her as mute until she decides to open her mouth to talk. She is depressed and very fearful, but she is very determined and actually believes in hope. She desires to find happiness again. Kayi is observant, pessimist and naive, but she is very nice and kind to those who prove that they are no harm to her at all. She is usually very reserved and unless she is very desperate to vent her feelings, she keeps her personal life to herself. She took a very big interest in herbs, so it is one of the only things that keep her mind occupied. She is very calm and very introverted. Her nightmares make it very difficult for her to sleep at night, which ends in occasional grumpiness in the mornings. She distrusts anyone who crosses her path without stating their intentions, and anything that reminds her of what happened can send her into panic mode. She can sometimes be found daydreaming of how life would've been if such thing didn't happen, and she also makes up scenarios in her mind of finding love or recovering from her depression. Kayi is very sweet to those who she loves, and she is very altruistic to those in need, because she knows what it feels like to be alone. She is filled with insecurities and phobias, but having such a strong will comes in handy when it comes to recovering. To those that actually enter her heart, she is very calm, loving, kind and she will love them unconditionally, opening up areas of her heart that many will never discover.

Kayi is stubborn, sometimes unpredictable, and she over-thinks things. She can be very quiet and fragile, but don't take her for a doormat--she can be surprisingly dominant only when needed to be, and she can defend herself due to living alone. Never underestimate her willpower. She is very intelligent and she is also wise, so she can also figure out when to keep her mouth shut and when to open it. She is a little enigma walking around Anikira, and there is so much more to her character that a wolf can get to know if he decides to find out and know her. However, the single mention, sight, sound or thought of bears or the subject of death of a loved one can trigger her PSTD, meaning that she will re-experience everything in her mind. The range of her symptoms can go from being uncomfortable and walking/running away to flat-out panic attack ending in her possibly passing out, but it all depends on the situation at hand. However, even with all of these fears and insecurities, her true desire is to find something that will toughen her up and fight against her demons, and to find her siblings safe and sound.

[Rain]

b e l e t h

i'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me

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How I Met your Mother [Lethe]
Whispers in the Dark [Agoge/Isaiah]

name; beleth [bell - ETH]

age; 10 months [march 1st, 2015]

gender; male

species; mexican x kenai x arctic

height; 48 inches

length; 87 inches

weight; 221lbs

coat; Mostly off-white coat with cream undertones, and grey specks of fur all over the outside of his face, neck, back, body and tail. Reddish ears and nose ridge.

eyes; sea-foam

health; 100%

other; n/a

mind; unstable

history; There was a time that has been a turning point in the history of Anikira. The massive Kenai Peninsula wolf, Belial, raped a female named Ahri that had a split personality disorder. The pups that came out of that unfortunate event became the start of something that not even Belial imagined; out of that litter of four pups, one stood out--Goliath. By the time he was six months old, his size doubled the one of a normal wolf of his age. He was born and grew up in the now non-existent pack of Ferus, where his father was the alpha and his mother, the alphaess. They lived in the beautiful island of Ina'mos, where its beauty had fame for its gorgeous scenery and varied terrains. Goliath began to think like his father did, soon finding himself believing in the mighty god Fenrir. His father thought he was the prophet of the god. Little did Goliath know was that soon he was going to a be part of something much bigger than his father had envisioned...

A ruthless pack named Osani came into the picture not too long ago--its members were extremists and sought to keep the wolf bloodline free of any weaklings. Goliath and his sister, Aaricia, managed to escape once this pack took over Ferus and erased it from history. Osani kept killing wolves, one by one, packs by packs, until they disappeared without a trace.

On the other hand, the Mexican female named Datura grew up living in a land far from Anikira's beautiful shores. Her family grew up in a zoo, subject to the humans that worked there. The wolves that lived there taught their young to never trust humans, no matter what happened. A terrible fire put an end to the zoo, freeing the wolves that were waiting for their liberty. Once escaping, the wolves joined forces to survive, since now the only way they could satisfy their hunger was by hunting, not by waiting for the humans to feed them. Datura was born into a pack that wanted to survive after all they have gone through, and she caught on quick, making sure she survived as well. She was the biggest of her siblings, the strongest, and the most aggressive of them--something that of course ensured her survival. She reached adolescence with her remaining sister.

One fateful day, Datura got separated from her pack while hunting. Having a feeling that something was off, she returned only to find her entire family dead, because the humans had laced their prey with venom. Terrified and now alone, Datura ran away, vowing to never trust another human in her life. A sense of determination took over her, and her strong will for survival took over her being. After hiding and being on the run for a long while, Datura encountered that the only way to escape from humans was to swim away. Just before being caught, she threw herself into the hands of the unknown, swimming to what she thought was nowhere. But she found Anikira.

After a while, she found Goliath--he was the first wolf she met on the unfamiliar place....

Time passed, and the two decided to form a pack that would change Anikira's history for ever. A giant with the belief that he is the manifestation of Fenrir's divine power and lives to see the day that he becomes the god's equal, and the small, cynical femme that stood alongside him--two contrasting wolves, united with one goal. Walking to the land where he grew up, he reclaimed the island of Ina'mos, and formed the pack we now know today as Kairos. Their vision is a great one, and the pack numbers have grown in size and strength, making Kairos the largest pack in Anikira to date. Goliath and Datura joined together to form a descendance--six powerful pups, all different, but with the same purpose: to strengthen Kairos even more and pass on its powerful, pure genes throughout the island of Anikira. Amongst the pups, there exists one called Beleth, named after Goliath's father Belial and Goliath himself. Only time will tell if he will succumb to the insane thoughts of his not-so-normal family.

personality; MBTI personality type: INTJ • Beleth is a mixture of an ice cold soul and a stone wall. Eerily observant, reserved and silent, Beleth can come off as cold, and even off-putting by many who observe how he stands tall, silent, observing everything around him. However, it does not necessarily mean that he will not say what he thinks when given the chance. He speaks what he thinks most of the time, mostly when asked for his opinion, with no regard of hurting you or not. It does not mean that he wants to hurt you--it's just that he does not understand how others's feelings work, and he does not understand his own feelings either. Even if he is cold and never lets anyone in his heart, he does care for those who he holds dear, mainly his family and pack, and will sacrifice himself for their well being. It's just that his upbringing does not help his understanding of feelings whatsoever, even if he does feel at some point in his youngest years. The thought of "feelings" become shattered when his training begins; even if it is a slow but painful process, a few lingering thoughts of feelings will still reside in his mind, but since he is so quiet and reserved, no one will know about them, and no one ever will.

You can say he is brutally honest. He does have a sense of right or wrong, but he has replaced all his previous emotions with apathy. He chooses not to care, even if his internal self tells him what he is doing and what he believes in is wrong. He knows how to shut down that little voice inside of him that sometimes drives him mad; but sometimes, it is overbearing, meaning he has to go away to a solitary place to recover. Beleth is stoic, distant and feels much like a stone wall that you can't get through. Others think that he is in his own world most of the time, too lost in his thoughts to be bothered to come out. The only wolves he has in a pedestal is his parents and his family, but his father is higher up in that pedestal. He protects his family and for him, family is very important. Even if he doesn't grow up with the love and tender care that many others have, having a sense of approval from his parents is enough for him. He has a way with words that can manipulate others easily, and he is able to change other's thoughts just by talking. He is analytic, incredibly bright and intelligent and sometimes tactless. Even if he has a cold exterior, it does not mean that he is not able to feel love.

Those that he loves will find protection in him, and he will do everything for them until the end. However, it is very hard for him to express it, and like his father, he expresses it by possessiveness. It starts off as simple fascination until it escalates to full blown obsession and possession; since he does not how to work with his feelings, he will show this certain emotion that way. He will stalk the ones he loves (and that includes family), he will spy and he will protect them even without their consent, and once he loves someone he is very possessive of them. Most of the time, Beleth is very closed in himself, so he seldom allows anyone inside. His sense of morality is warped thanks to his upbringing, and his methods may be unorthodox due to this factor. He does what he does just because "it needs to be done," and if he needs to be the one that does the dirty deed so that others are clean he will do it with no remorse in the moment, even if he has to walk away to shut that little voice that still lingers inside of his head, telling him that he's messed up in the head and that he'll stay broken for the rest of his life.

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a r y a

i have loved the stars too fondly to be afraid of the night

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name; Arya [pronounced: arr-yah]
age; 8 months [march 13th, 2015]
gender; Female
species; Arctic Wolf

height; 26 inches
length; 40 inches
weight: 115 lbs.
coat; Pure white.
eyes; Marbled green.
health; 100%
other; Speech impediment. She stutters in her speech. So, she prefers not to speak unless necessary.

mind; sane
history; Arya was born into Valyn, a feminist pack led by her mother, the beautiful and strong black and golden wolfess named Valeria. Arya was born without knowing her father and who he is, but she will grow up knowing the love and care of her mother. She does not know that she is the daughter of a giant, even if her size is diminutive and all of her character traits contradict her father's side greatly. She will grow close to her siblings, drawing a strong bond with them, and she'll be the pup that always walks next to her mom's legs, trying to be always by her side. She is born only with her motherly figure and with her siblings, but she will always wonder who is her father, and her determination may eventually drive her to find the truth. Her speech impediment will start subtly, but will get worse as she grows up, and she will eventually feel the need to remain quiet all the time to avoid stumbling over her own words. Little does she know, however, is that her father is not what she thinks he may be.

Arya grew up defying the standards of her mother's pack, even questioning the elegant and imposing Jaienyx at a young age after meeting Lethe. Even if she had all the reasons of the world to hate males due to her brother Leviathan's constant bullying, she knew from her gut instinct that not all males were monsters--they were just difficult to understand. She knew how to defend the innocent since a small age, and she will grow up as a zealous young female whose determination will get her far in life. She will be quiet due to her speech, but it won't stop her from defending what she thinks is right. As she grew up, she became close to Willow, Lethe and the female pups of Valyn, and they formed the group the Sisters of the Moon, having Arya believe that the moon is a goddess and that the stars are her guardians. But, after much thought and consideration, Arya knows that she cannot stay with her pack for all of her life, since she no longer agrees with their ideals. She will move on to live a solitary life for a while until she finds the roaming pack Ananke, and join within their ranks with her half-siblings, believing it will lead her to meet her father in the future.

personality; Arya is quiet, shy but a soul filled with passion and adventure. Upon meeting her for the first time, she appears quiet, even mute. She always hesitates to speak, and is usually distressed since she does not know the other's intentions. Once calmed down, she is less quiet, but still awfully so. Even if this shy female may look vulnerable, there is more than meets the eye; her marbled green eyes are always open, spilling out curiosity and wonder wherever she looks. She always looks for the meaning of life, and always has her head up to the stars, admiring their distant, twinkling beauty. She is a pacifist by heart, always passionate about keeping harmony and peace where ever she steps. Her intentions and heart are always pure, and she never intends to hurt anyone that stumbles across her path. She always puts other's needs above hers, often forgetting about her own needs. Her eyes are always looking out to help those who need the most--she often ignores the pains of hunger if it means to satisfy the famish of others. Arya is awfully quiet, almost falling to complete muteness, and her speech impediment plays a big part of that eternal silence. She has grown with an ever-present fear of being humiliated and ridiculed, so she keeps quiet most of the time to avoid the horrible sensation that comes with being teased for her impediment. However, when she thinks she needs to speak her mind, she will forget for a minute about her problem and speak what she thinks, even if she apologizes over and over afterwards.

As a pup, she'll try to fit in with her siblings, always trying to be a part of the group. She'll try to do what her siblings do, which will in turns makes her feel much more confident in what she does, even if she sometimes feels inferior to her bigger siblings. However, there is something that may set her apart from her litter mates: even if she does feel inferior sometimes, she knows that she can do as much as they can, even more. This will ignite something in her that will drive her forward always in many moments of her life--a strong will. She will be moved by raw determination, and once she sets her mind into something, Arya keeps working on it until she finishes her goals. She is not closed minded, however, and quite surprisingly she is open to suggestions, always telling others about her dreams, desires, ideas and goals when she finally opens up to someone. However, she tries to be careful because she gets overzealous with her ideas and thoughts, often blurring everything else in order to complete her goals. In these times, she will use solitary time to restructure her thoughts before returning back to her normal self. This means that she is somewhat prone to obsession, although she tries to keep it under control.

As she grows up, she'll never understand the need to be so indifferent and hateful towards males, so she will have a curiosity about them from a young age. Arya is adventurous at heart, so she will be found occasionally exploring at night when everyone is asleep. She loves the skies, and she can be found looking at the stars, thinking them often. She is highly spiritual, and she believes that there is much more to life than just existing. Arya is constantly looking for the answer to everything, making her analytic and observant. Even if she is humble at heart, this petite female will be stronger than many would think possible. Her will to survive is strong, so this makes her a quick thinker in dire situations. Arya is a truly brave, kind soul; her true colors will come out once she is given the chance to blossom.