Post by Nova Aviana Ulysses on Aug 8, 2015 13:39:06 GMT -5
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“Why did you have to go? I never wanted you to leave… Not truly anyways…” She spoke to no one, but an old friend who she prayed could hear her. Dark eyes gazed at the heavens above and the sea below as she sat perched atop the precipice of Zozyr’s Glory, the wind caressing her as fervently as a lover and the salty moisture in the air matched that of her tears. When Thanatos declared his brother dead it had taken all of her strength not to break down in front him. She needed to be strong in order to console Thanatos for his loss, and she could not bear to burden Than with the knowledge of how much Kuruk’s death affected her too. Thanatos and Kuruk were brothers, while she and Kuruk had been… had been… in love. Like the water battering the cliffside hundreds of feet below, the admission crashed over her in waves of grief and guilt.
Her legs went numb beneath here and the cream colored she-wolf melted to the ground on the grassy outcrop. Nova had never allowed herself before today to believe that she could love Kuruk, but with his sudden absence her fondness for him tripled and in there she found that her world without him would be bleak. She was more than thankful to have found a quiet place, alone and away from Thanatos where she could grieve and hopefully begin to put the past behind her. For the next several hours she lay there, reminiscing on all of her time with Kuruk, trying to bring back each memory with the most intimate detail as to forever burn them in her mind. She did not want to forget his wittiness and the tender smiles that he put on reserve only for her. The looks he gave her when Thanatos was not looking… Those that brought her to her knees and made her womb quicken.
The day was coming to a close, the sun setting against the hills to her back and darkening sky to the east filled with black, billowing clouds that promised a storm. The sea agreed, hailing the storm’s coming by trashing wildly over the rocky islands that dotted to coast of Zozyr’s. Before she turned to find Thanatos and seek shelter, she whispered a prayer, “Elohim, Father Above, please welcome Kuruk in to your paradise… He could be cruel and ruthless, but he also had a kind heart… And I loved him.” Her prayer was nearly swallowed by the knot of sadness in the back of her throat, but she choked it back and continued. “For this, as Your earthly daughter, and preacher of Your guiding light, for the love I bore him, it would bring me great peace to know that he is safe beside you, watching over us all. Thank you.” With that she turned towards the setting sun and away from the threatening storm towards the hills and whatever, or whomever awaited the Kimak, mate to the Haimovi of Eden.
muse: high
words: five-o-four
tags: none
“Why did you have to go? I never wanted you to leave… Not truly anyways…” She spoke to no one, but an old friend who she prayed could hear her. Dark eyes gazed at the heavens above and the sea below as she sat perched atop the precipice of Zozyr’s Glory, the wind caressing her as fervently as a lover and the salty moisture in the air matched that of her tears. When Thanatos declared his brother dead it had taken all of her strength not to break down in front him. She needed to be strong in order to console Thanatos for his loss, and she could not bear to burden Than with the knowledge of how much Kuruk’s death affected her too. Thanatos and Kuruk were brothers, while she and Kuruk had been… had been… in love. Like the water battering the cliffside hundreds of feet below, the admission crashed over her in waves of grief and guilt.
Her legs went numb beneath here and the cream colored she-wolf melted to the ground on the grassy outcrop. Nova had never allowed herself before today to believe that she could love Kuruk, but with his sudden absence her fondness for him tripled and in there she found that her world without him would be bleak. She was more than thankful to have found a quiet place, alone and away from Thanatos where she could grieve and hopefully begin to put the past behind her. For the next several hours she lay there, reminiscing on all of her time with Kuruk, trying to bring back each memory with the most intimate detail as to forever burn them in her mind. She did not want to forget his wittiness and the tender smiles that he put on reserve only for her. The looks he gave her when Thanatos was not looking… Those that brought her to her knees and made her womb quicken.
The day was coming to a close, the sun setting against the hills to her back and darkening sky to the east filled with black, billowing clouds that promised a storm. The sea agreed, hailing the storm’s coming by trashing wildly over the rocky islands that dotted to coast of Zozyr’s. Before she turned to find Thanatos and seek shelter, she whispered a prayer, “Elohim, Father Above, please welcome Kuruk in to your paradise… He could be cruel and ruthless, but he also had a kind heart… And I loved him.” Her prayer was nearly swallowed by the knot of sadness in the back of her throat, but she choked it back and continued. “For this, as Your earthly daughter, and preacher of Your guiding light, for the love I bore him, it would bring me great peace to know that he is safe beside you, watching over us all. Thank you.” With that she turned towards the setting sun and away from the threatening storm towards the hills and whatever, or whomever awaited the Kimak, mate to the Haimovi of Eden.
muse: high
words: five-o-four
tags: none