Post by Kade on Apr 18, 2015 16:33:12 GMT -5
Kade had been walking aimlessly for what seemed like an eternity. He had left River sleeping, wanting to clear his head. They would be making the journey to Keone soon and Kade couldn't help but wonder if he was making the right choice. He didn't want to lead them down the wrong path if it meant harm to River. He wanted to do his best by her, but he knew that her being with him was dangerous. He was still afraid of her in the smallest sense. If she made a sudden movement or approached him too quickly he would feel himself lock down. It wasn't intentional and he was trying his best to keep himself together, but he was cracking at the seams. If he was a selfless male he would have given her up just to keep her safe, but he was anything but selfless. River was his and as much as her safety concerned him he could not bring himself to give her up. He knew that sooner or later he would snap, but all he could do was hope that she wasn't there when it happened. This new pack that they were traveling to had a female as their leader. Kade had been unsure about going to her for help, mostly because he couldn't trust her. He had slowly begun to put trust in River, more than he had ever done in his whole life. Kade wasn't sure about this alpha though. River was sweet and submissive in every sense of the word, Lalani on the other hand was a leader with power. Kade had been at the hands of powerful females his whole life so surrendering himself to her was difficult to think about. He trudged further along unsure where his wandering would take him.
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