How I Met My Angel { INAYA && MATURE }

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Kismet smiled languidly. His blue eyes were half-closed. But only that: only half. He couldn't keep close them fully. He couldn't for two reasons: the first, he thought she might vanish from his very sight; and the second, he knew he would be overcome.

He lay down on the soft grass, somehow poking through despite the winter season, and next to him lay his mate. His small smile widened immensely in an instant at the thought. She was his...finally. Officially. Now she could never escape. He had made her promise. And now she was his. He wouldn't have been surprised if wings had suddenly appeared on her body. For she was his angel. With glorious, beautiful wings, she had swooped down and saved him from his guilty depression. And now, though he missed Eclipse, Seth, Sydas, and Kenai, he did not feel quite so guilty. He only wished that he could see them once more to tell them that he was alive, and well, and had found someone to share the rest of his life with!

He reached down and softly nuzzled his mate. His touched his nose to her ear, and then gently licked the tip of it. He knew he might be overcome if he closed his eyes because the rush of emotion had stacked his hormones high, and if he closed his eyes, the feeling of her body pushed tightly against his would intensify without his sight to distract him. He would only feel her, and he knew desire would build up in him quickly. He wanted her badly, but he did not want to move too quickly. She had just been through something traumatic, and he did not wish to jostle her nerves any more for the day. If he tried very hard, he could control himself for at least a few days. The fact that she had agreed to be his mate had not helped this desire, only doubled it, but Kismet was determined to try to control himself. His maw was still at her ear, and he spoke very softly.

I love you.

MUSE: monster && k-love | TAGGED: @inaya | NOTES: omg finally!! Yay!! You can reply to Redemption first ;u; I'd rather get that one done and closed. I just have so much muse it's overflowing and I had to do another post. Here you go! (Also, it only says mature because its a breeding post. We won't be breaking the rules xD)

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The day was still shining bright, but two figures were resting in the grass. Inaya was resting on the brink of falling asleep, but she was awake for a really beautiful reason: Kismet. Her eyes were closed, but sometimes opened and smiled at her lover. In the moment they became mates, something inside of her sparked. It was somehow like a small spark of fire, that started small but could grow large in any second. This odd feeling made her legs feel numb somehow, debilitating her yet at the same time making her strong. This tingling sensation was new to her, and even if mating was a touchy and traumatizing aspect of her life, she knew that Kismet would not hurt her at all. She was open to the idea of having a family with him, and she desired it with all of her heart. Inaya suddenly felt a lick and a whisper in her ear, making her shudder with delight.

"I love you."

She looked lovingly to see that her mate was looking at her with such sweet love, making her feel at peace. She smiled at him, licking his nose before replying, "I love you too, my love." Suddenly, as soon as she spoke those words, the strange feeling came back even stronger than ever before, making her look at her lover with even more intensity than before. Her body wanted him with all of her heart, and every moment was precious to her. All of her past worries and events were washed away by his eyes. She licked his maw, and positioned herself to be side-by-side next to him. Inaya licked his neck and his ear, and began to breathe heavily as the desire inside of her grew more and more, but she tried to remain calm, because she didn't want to force him into anything he didn't want to do. 

"Kismet..." She whispered his name like a lullaby, nuzzling him dearly as she sighed. That strange feeling was overtaking her and controlling her body, and she had no idea what it was. In the past, no one explained to her what were the changes that were going through in her body, so she was learning now, with him, about love, and right now, about desire. Sighing, she placed her head under his fluffy, silver neck and nuzzled him affectionately. The way that his fur brushed against hers made everything even more difficult to comprehend, but she decided to just let go and enjoy the moment.


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He could not see her gray eyes. They were closed--hidden completely from sight. They showed themselves every once in a while, but mainly stayed shut. Kismet's blue eyes ravaged her beautiful body when they were closed. His emotional climax and spiked his hormones. But he knew he could control himself if only he could keep his eyes open. The only problem was that he hadn't slept at all in three days, and now that twilight was slowly approaching, he felt the exhaustion pulling at him. His eyes blinked closed for a few moments before snapping open again. He knew what he was on the verge of dreaming of, and it would fully awaken the desire that was slowly creeping into his heart and seeping into his mind. Her gray eyes opened once more, but this time, it was in response to his voice and his touch.

I love you too, my love.

Her tone was sincere, but it was light. And then, suddenly, her gray eyes flicked to his blue ones with an incredible intensity. Something seemed to pass through her and Kismet saw a hint of desire lingering in her eyes. She licked his maw and pushed herself into his side. She began to nuzzle him and breathe heavily. Kismet's own breathing heightened slightly and his heart skipped a beat. Kismet closed his eyes, forgetting himself, and suddenly she was all that he could feel. He could feel every single fur of hers that touched him. He could feel her head under his neck, her tail underneath his own, and even her heavy breath fell upon his sense of touch. The desire completely overcame him, and he felt unfamiliar and yet inexplicably good feelings all along his body.

Kismet...

His eyes snapped open, but the desire did not subside. Her voice had been filled with such an intense desire, that he had to see her eyes. What he saw there sent a shiver down his spine. A quiet moan escaped his lips as she nuzzled him once more. This time, her touch was electric. It sent fiery jolts of desire running through him. She pushed her head under his head to nuzzle him once more, and Kismet spoke gently. His voice was layered thickly with desire and was half-soaked up with another moan.

Oh Angel... he broke off, panting heavily. His muscles were very tense with his effort to keep control of himself. His voice was laced with desire and quite husky indeed. Please, you're torturing me, my love. I love you, Angel. I don't want to hurt you. But I want you,

his voice deepened like a bass when he emphasized the word 'want'. His tone echoed the emphasis by displaying the entirety of his desire. He licked Inaya's side, her stomach, and the base of her tail, to further define what he meant. He wanted her to understand completely. Though she had promised to never run from him again, he still wanted to take careful precaution. And if she kept teasing him torturously with her touch; if she pushed into his side again; he knew that he would not be able to control himself. His blue eyes burned with a tender lust. It was not the usual kind, but the kind that one possessed when very strongly in love. The kind in which one wants to make the other theirs completely and totally: by knowing them in every way. Kismet watched her, trying not to let out another moan.

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As the touching and licking elaborated by each passing minute, her desire and passion grew stronger. She had no idea, but hearing him moan in pleasure and ecstasy was more than enough to make her feel more turned on as time passed. As she kept nuzzling him, she felt billions of different feelings, and each moment was proving more difficult for her to control her feelings. She opened her eyes when she heard the low and seductive voice of her lover. "Oh Angel..." His panting was making her more aroused, and made her pant heavier in response. She licked her lips slowly. "Please, you're torturing me, my love. I love you, Angel. I don't want to hurt you. But I want you," She smiled in disbelief, yet in pure pleasure--no one in her life had said that to her. No one. No one had ever wanted her, or loved her so much than him. This was too exciting for her, and she loved every minute of it. Inaya had never been loved so much, and she had never loved someone like this. She wanted him, she desired him, and she wanted to discover ever little corner of his heart for the rest of her life. It would be her own adventure, and one she would look forward to everyday. 

"Oh, Kizzy... I... I love you so much... Please... I want you too... I desire you... now." She said these words in-between her heavy panting, filled with passion and desire, yet filled with love. She didn't even notice she called him Kizzy, but after a few seconds she realized, and her heart skipped a beat. However she remained calm, just to see if he was okay with that name. She looked at the eyes of her Kizzy, her protector, and with her eyes she begged him to take her. She was dying to feel him inside, and to feel that they were one. She suddenly realized that if they did this, puppies would come soon. She didn't care; she had met the love of her life, and she was in heat. She knew that this would mean challenges, risks and troubles, but Inaya knew that it would be worthwhile. She began to think about the moment, but as well about the future; she imagined the both of them raising their litter with love and care, and being surrounded with the love she had longed for so long. Her eyes drifted up to meet Kismet's gaze, and she felt that she could get lost in them. Inaya stood up in all fours, and pushed her tail aside for him to have complete access with no interruptions. 


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Kismet's heavy breathing only increased with the passing of time. Inaya's breath sped to match his own. She opened her eyes when he spoke, and he saw the desire in them. But he told himself that it might only be her hormones talking. That maybe she didn't really desire him in this moment. That was all it was: a moment. She slowly licked her lips, and Kismet closed his eyes to finish speaking. Now that the desire was building, he thought it might be better not to see her reaction. After all, her reaction was not helping his control. But again, he was wrong. Once more, she was all that he could feel. His breathing heightened once more and he could feel every tiny movement that she made. His hearing was heightened and he heard the rustle of her fur and the curling of her lips into a smile, rather than see them. A low moan escaped the male once more. And, suddenly, Kismet's blue eyes snapped open. His breath became ragged and his ears pricked forward eagerly as his mate spoke. Her voice filled the air around them, and her words were like healing medicine to a wound, or alcohol to an alcoholic. They made his desire uncontrollable, and he couldn't help his reaction.

Oh, Kizzy... I... I love you so much... Please... I want you too... I desire you... now.

Kismet's heart raced forward at her second word. That was what had made his eyes snap open. And the tender lust filled his blue eyes to an incredible extent. Her use of his nickname made the moment precious to him, and peaked his desire. He breathed gruffly as her gray eyes raised to meet his. Slowly, the male began to nuzzle her shoulder, and then returned his gaze to hers. He never wanted to part from those gray eyes again. Her gray eyes glowed with her own desire, and almost begged him to consent. It was like she could read his mind. Like she knew that the only thing that held him back was his concern and love for her. He couldn't contain himself anymore. Her eyes glittered, and he felt himself tighten. She slowly stood, and Kismet rose with her. His motion was slightly more hurried than hers, but she didn't seem to be bothered. Kismet wanted this experience to be pleasurable for his mate, as she had undergone such an action countless times before, in torturous circumstances. She was not a virgin physically, and she had already birthed pups before, though they were all stillborn. But to him, she was still a virgin. He did not count her brother's abuse. In his mind, it was in another realm. He smiled sweetly, and touched his nose to her ear. It had become a habit, and always seemed to comfort her. He whispered in her ear, voice low and sweet.

You are my life now, my love.

And then he began to make his way back. He trailed his ivory tail along her side, to arouse her further. When he came to her hindquarters, he licked the base of her tail, and slowly moved to lick her entering. His own desire began to climax, but he continued on for a short amount of time, to pleasure his mate. And then, when he could contain it no longer, he moved to stand behind her. He mounted her, gently gripping her hindlegs with his forepaws. He leaned to lick her back, and whisper reassuring words to her. He was very careful and very sensitive to her needs as he slowly entered into her. And it was the most amazing thing that he had ever experienced. He felt like he was being made whole as he slowly worked his way in and out of her. At one time, he had thought that he would never experience such a thing. Not because he thought badly of it, but simply because he did not think that any female would ever want to partake of it with him. But now, in this moment, he was fiercely thankful that he had abandoned all such thoughts upon his first meeting with Inaya, although he hadn't realized it until just two days ago. And that's when it hit him: this was the same place that they had met. They had met in this exact spot, on this side of the Nytyte River. She had been laying against the same tree that first day that he had found her below today. And just as he had the first day, he had pleaded with her today. Only, the first day, he had been trying to figure out her scarring in order to heal her. Today, he had been trying to heal the scarring that he had forced upon her. And then, in the same spot that that they had lain together, only a foot separating them, that first night that he had protected her, she had agreed to be his forever. And now, in the exact same spot, they were sharing everything with each other. He was learning everything about her physically that could be learned. After today, they would know each other intimately.

Somewhere, in the back of his mind, he thought about the consequences of today's actions. Pups. It was a possibility. Not guaranteed, but definitely possible. How he would love to have a miniature Kismet or miniature Inaya running about his paws, calling him 'Daddy'. His heart swelled subconsciously at the thought, and a huge smile plastered itself upon his maw, despite his preoccupation. A low moan escaped the male, and he kept up his slow-ish pace. He was in no rush, and would obey his mate's call. He was so sensitive to her emotional scarring that he kept this pace up, afraid to move too quickly and remind her of another time, when she did not want such a thing to occur.

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Listening to her beloved soulmate moan made her feel more aroused than ever before. She desired him; his entire being, his body, his heart... Before she could even react, she felt him pass tightly against her, and arriving to her behind. She kept her tail to the side, making sure that nothing could interrupt this precious moment. Her heart beat faster in anticipation of what would happen. She had never imagined herself making this act--she swore to herself that she would never do it with anyone. Turok took advantage of her and took away her virginity, but somehow, she felt like if it was her first time. She didn't count Turok as her first time, because it was a rape. Kismet... He was really her first at everything. Her first friend, her first lover, and her first mate. "You are my life now, my love." Inaya's head turned to see her mate behind her, and smiled tenderly. "And you are my reason to live..." She said this with all the pure love, intensity and tenderness she could show to him. Suddenly, her thoughts were interrupted by a warm tongue licking her entrance. Inaya felt shivers and a tingling sensation that ran through her body, especially on her female parts.

A loud moan made it clear that she was very aroused and filled with desire. She kept moaning as Kismet kept licking, making her feel the desperation of feeling him inside. He stopped, and then she felt him climb up her back, and slowly felt him inside. She moaned and her legs began to tremble because of the insane pleasure she was feeling. It hurt a little at the start, but then the pain was washed away when he kept a steady pace. After a few minutes, the desire for him to go faster grew more intense, so she decided to let him know. "Please, Kizzy... go... go faster... Don't hold it back," The desire and pleasure she was feeling was too much to comprehend. She spread her legs futher apart so he could be more comfortable. All of her wanted to treasure this moment forever, but she knew it would last a few minutes. Feeling him this close and sharing such level of intimacy proved to her that loving was much better than living with hatred and closing life's beautiful opportunities.

The moment was more than perfect for her. Her mind was fluttering with many thoughts at the same time, but one stood strong: she loved Kismet with all of her soul, and that no matter what happened, she would love him for the rest of her life.


OOC: Done! Listened to A Thousand Years while I wrote this. x3 Reply soon! <3
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You are my life now, my love.

And you are my reason to live.

Could this moment be any more perfect? Inaya moaned. Kismet smiled. They were one. One heart; one soul; one mind. One body. He pushed, she moaned. He moaned, she shook. They were like a wave: one movement. Kismet could remember a time when he had thought that he would never experience such a thing. Because he had thought he would be lost forever, and that no female would want a weak, lost soul as her own. But Inaya wanted him. She loved him. Could he ever deny her anything? No. Never. Kismet's thoughts revolved around his mate. They never drifted, never turned. How could they? A sweet smile covered his maw as he pushed. Could this moment be any more perfect?

Please, Kizzy... go... go faster... Don't hold it back,

she half-pleaded and half-demanded this of him. He smiled. And he obeyed her. Slowly--gently--he built his pace. He gripped her barrel with his ivory paws in earnest now, though he remained gentle. Gentle but firm. He moaned loudly as he built, and reached for her pleasure spot. When he hit it, he felt himself tighten as he began to climax. And now they were really one. He sealed his promise to her, and licked her back as he did so. His promise to her, and hers to him: to never run from him again. And now they were mated. Not only mates, but mated. Kismet slowly slackened his pace, pleasuring her all he could as he did so. And then he withdrew, and dismounted. He panted from exertion. Quickly, he cleaned his mate. And then, with heavy paws, he came to her front. He fell to the ground in exhaustion, panting heavily. He rolled so that the soft, ivory fur of his underbelly was exposed to her. His blue eyes went out of focus, and half-closed. But he forced them open and into focus. He was at the very end of his strength. They would not be able to sleep in the open tonight. For he knew that he would sleep deeply. After two, now three, days and nights without a single blink of sleep, he was exhausted. And he had used the very last of his energy--fueled almost totally by adrenaline--to mate with his love. He had nothing left. He focused his eyes on hers once more, and spoke a few words.

You were perfect, my darling Angel. He paused to lick her maw. You are perfect. And now, you are mine. He smiled. How perfect.

MUSE: a thousand years pt. one & pt. two & turning page | TAGGED: @inaya | NOTES: I actually kind like this one better. But I'm still sorry it got deleted :c

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Loud moans were heard as the couple continued their love making. When Kismet started to go faster, her moans got louder, and her legs grew weaker. Her emotions were mixed, having happiness, bliss, pleasure and esctasy all at once. Kismet then fastened his pace, and after a few minutes, he spilled his seed inside of her. In that moment, she felt that the connection was made. The connection was stronger now than ever, and she would never leave his side. She loved him dearly and profoundly, and she looked forward to do this again in the future. As he unmounted her, Inaya smiled and licked his cheek. "You were perfect, my darling Angel. You are perfect. And now, you are mine." Inaya blushed, still panting from the earlier events, but managed to speak. "You were... amazing, my love," She said in-between pants, "I'll be forever faithfully yours..." She nuzzled his neck lovingly, and whispered,"I love you," her voice was heavy with exhaustion, but the tone was pure and sincere. She laid aid down. The day began to darken, and Inaya's energy diminished as time passed. She looked at her mate lovingly, and pressed her body against his and placed her head on his front legs. 

She then thought of something, making her eyes open and raise her head to meet Kismet's beautiful eyes. "Kizzy? I... I would love it if we join a pack someday." She was thinking about it on the back of her head since she wandered the lands of Anikira, but never took any action on it. She was too scared to go alone, but now, she had company. Her grey eyes glistened at the thought of raising her family in the security and comfort of a pack, and alongside the love of her life. "Do you know of any packs that we could join? Especially one that accepts me, even if I get pregnant..." A look of concern flashed in a split second on her eyes, but she quickly regained composure and licked Kismet's maw. She didn't break eye contact as she waited for his reply.


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The gentle pressure of his mate's maw against his neck made odd little sensations run up and down him. He smiled, eyes half-closed once more as she spoke. He made a low, contented noise in the back of his throat at her words and murmured that he loved her as well in return. She laid down then, and Kismet rolled so that she could push her side into his. She set her beautiful head upon his front legs and he placed his ivory head on her neck. He closed his blue eyes. And then he moved his head, opening his eyes wearily as his mate moved. She looked into his eyes, and something sparkled in hers.

Kizzy?

Hmm..?

I...I would love it if we joined a pack someday.

Mhmm...

Do you know of any packs that we could join? Especially one that accepts me, even if I get pregnant...

There's only one pack that I would ever consider joining, my love.

Kismet frowned slightly. Even through his weary half-consciousness, he noticed the brief anxiety that clouded her gray eyes. When she licked his maw, he returned the gesture. He nuzzled her neck sweetly, inhaling her scent. And then his weary voice broke the short silence like a musical chime. Exhaustion still touched it, but his reply was fully conscious. His voice was clear, and gentle, and reassuring.

My love, I think that should we not join Airila, we should not join a pack. I have met some of their ranks, and I truly admire Toiro. I spent many months when I first arrived learning about all of the packs. Mostly to avoid them. But Airila's cries were always so inviting. Other packs howled in command and reply. Airila howls as a family. I have no doubt that we will each need to be able to offer them a skill, but I think that if Toiro knew about our pups, he might consider that contribution enough for now. I could teach you to hunt a little better in the meantime, my love. While you still can without injuring them. Let's rest for a day or two and then we can head that way. What do you say, Angel?

Kismet did not realize until after his fluffy, ivory ears were pricked for her reply that he had referred to the pups as if she had already conceived. He knew that she hadn't. There hadn't even been a proper amount of time for his seed to fertilize her, if it was going to. He realized that he longed for pups. Having Inaya as his mate was enough, but he knew that they would mate many more times while she was fertile to ensure a litter in the summer or fall. And it made him smile. Tears welled in him eyes and fell, but his smile remained.

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"There's only one pack that I would ever consider joining, my love."

Inaya's ears lifted as she heard his voice. He then mentioned Airila, and he said that if they didn't join that pack, that they shouldn't join another one at all. She nodded as she listened to him retell his experience with the pack, and how they howled as a family. She loved the idea and how it sounded, so a wide smile appeared on her face as an approval. He mentioned about resting for a couple of days and then to head to Airila's territory. She nodded and with a loving lick to his muzzle, she replied. "I think it's a wonderful idea. I love how they are a family; our pups will need all the love they can get from us and from a pack. I can't wait!" She wagged her tail as she talked, telling him with her body language that she was excited. She sighed in happiness and placed her head back on his legs, and moved her body a little bit closer to his. "I love you," She said with a heavy, love-filled tone. She was so, so happy. As she laid her head on her mate's legs, she closed her eyes to imagine many things about their future. She could see their pups running around them, playing with them, and Kismet and her smiling and playing back. She could see them learning to hunt, being clumsy and falling down, and she could see herself picking them up and telling them to try again. 

She could see Kismet and herself cuddling and smiling surrounded by them, transforming into a giant pile of fur. Inaya saw many things as she laid her head and closed her eyes. She saw herself, with Kismet, staring at each other's eyes with deep love and passion, while the moonlight reflected against his eyes. She heard and imagined many things in that moment that made her incredibly happy and with an immense feeling of bliss. Inaya felt humbled, suddenly. She didn't deserve anything that she was going through, but somehow, life, or some Higher Being had blessed her with this beautiful life she was living. Maybe that Higher Being had seen her suffering, and maybe He decided to bless her and to give her the happy life He thought she deserved. She didn't know, but she was sure grateful--to whoever He was, she gave thanks, and she would give thanks for all eternity. A small tear escaped from her right eye and clouded her vision. She was so close to the wolf she loved, and she was going to carry his pups. Inaya's eyes were cloudy with tears, but she managed to keep them controlled, because she didn't want him to feel that there was something wrong. In the midst of many thoughts, memories and prayers, she slowly drifted asleep in peaceful slumber. 

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