Post by Kade on Mar 3, 2015 20:51:29 GMT -5
Kade could feel himself start to relax when he saw Kenai remove himself from the tension in the situation. He closed his eyes and began to drag slow agonizing breaths through his lungs, trying to clear the confusing haze of his instincts. They were appeased seeing the other male back off a step, back away from the confrontation. Kade wished he had that kind of control, the force of will to conquer the doubt and hurt still lurking within him. Kade was almost back to normal, almost back in control, when the ebony female pushed herself into the situation. Though her stance and tone were that of a more playful taunting, Kade could see the challenge inside her. See the eagerness to fight written in her eyes. She wanted to dominate him just like the rest. Sought to put him in his place, to humiliate and emasculate him. He knew the stock from which this female came, had been at their mercy for much of his life. They had broken him, leaving his battered bloody body to the humans. Could they not see that I had been alone and so confused? Kade hadn't understood what the humans had wanted from him the first time they had thrown him in that cage with the female. He had only sought comfort when he had been introduced to the fae. What he received was far from comfort. The femme had struck out at him any chance she had gotten. The humans had prodded him with these lightening sticks that had shocked and burned him, in an effort to push him in the females direction. It hadn't been until he had smelled the now familiar scent of the females heat had he realized they had wanted a breeder. That was all her was to these shes, a chance to bully and beat a male into submission, only to impregnate themselves. They had sought to rob him of his children and raise them in this hell hole for nothing more than simple malice.
This female was the same. She wanted nothing more than to hurt him and taunt him for no other reason than because she could. He had had enough of that in his life and he was desperate to avoid the anger and humiliation that followed. To be constantly beaten and broken had left Kade a pitiful shell of what he could have been. He could have been a proud alpha in his own time, could have raised a generation of children to continue his legacy. Instead his life had left him crippled. No longer could he stand the company of females, or the though of bringing pups into such a cruel and merciless existence. His relaxed posture was back to tense quicker than Kade could fathom. His mind was screaming at him to back down and flee this scene. To escape and keep what little pride he could manage. His head raised high in challenge, teeth bared Kade let out a terrible growl. It left his throat raw as it rumbled from his chest. His tail raised itself into an aggressive position above his body. His fur lining his neck and shoulders began to prickle and rise giving him a ridge along his back. His eyes stared back at the dark female that was almost an exact mirror of himself, even possessing his grey eyes. It was almost like he was fighting himself, maybe his mind was playing tricks on him. They had lied. Even as a free wolf I cannot escape these demons. They seem to plague all the corners of the earth. Kade took an aggressive step forward his tail swishing in tense displeasure. "I don't like games. If you want to hurt me then prove yourself nothing more that what you are....female."
Kenai and Emerald were gone from Kade's sight and all her could think about was winning this fight. Faris' playful jabs and taunts were setting him more and more on edge as time passed. His head was a muddled cloud of eagerness and pain. He wanted more than anything to come out on top. He couldn't lose this fight, not again. He had fought so had to gain his freedom, to survive. He was finally in a place where he could begin to forget the horrors that he had face, yet here was this dark furred demon come to send him back to his hell. Realistic or no he could still hear their taunts and jabs, feel their teeth and their claws. As time passed on Kade lost more and more of his composure. Now all that was left was a bitter angry shell of who he wanted to be. The strings had been cut and he was no longer able to control his own body. The rage inside of him spurred him forward as he began to circle the female, teeth champing in anticipation. For once he would get a chance to feel what a real fight was, how it felt to truly fight for his life. "Why do you all have to be the same? Why can't you understand? Why do you have to make everything fall down." Kade had no idea if he was even a good fighter, he had never been tested. The only thing he had ever attacked was a human, but that had been long ago. He would need to come out on top, come out some sort of victorious or he would be lost. What is the point of being free when all there is is pain and death awaiting you? So hopeless was he. He wasn't simply fighting to establish himself, he was fighting to find his hope again. The determination to continue, the same will that had forced him to make the swim to this island. For it seemed to have abandoned him in the wake of this battle. Kade had no ill will towards this femme and would be more than content to leave in peace, but there was something inside of him that was unraveling into rapid chaos.