Post by Deleted on Jan 8, 2015 12:34:01 GMT -5
Okay, so I've been gone for over a month now 
as most of you know my husband left me in November, it was out of the blue and I was DEVASTATED. I was really depressed, I had to force myself to smile and even eat, because I had a daughter that I needed to protect. You guys were SO AWESOME (and still are) and honestly I really thank Zen (but that's because she was the only one on when this whole thing happened and really helped me keep my head on my shoulder) but Nameria, Nia, Luna, Sage, Uru, Scout and everyone else...the amount of support has really been amazing.
So the reason why I haven't been coming on is 1) I was just depressed, no muse, and was trying to focus on finding myself and doing what I had to do. 2) I was moving into my parents house and I didn't have a computer (I'm currently using my moms lol)
Things have been getting better though. I still have my depressed moments. There are times were I still cry. But, overall I'm alot happier. Alot of lies came out and honestly I'm just done with him. I realize I'm SO much better off without him. I don't need a guy who will just up and leave me after 2 years. I've been trying to keep it civil for the sake of our daughter, but honestly I'm still really pissed/mad at him. I think he is a total jackass. The memories still haunt me, but I feel so free most of the time.
Update on da baby. Lydia is doing great! I'm already 8 months pregnant
She will be here soon guys! I have my babyshower next Saturday <3 She is healthy and going strong. I just can't wait to hold her.
I've really missed you guys so much. Nia has been keeping my updated about your guys concern and support of me and I really appreciate it! It was defiantly fate that I came across you guys. I love you all so much! <3 I plan to get back into the swing of things, my muse isn't 100% back yet, but I will try my best to get on at least everyday (except for the weekends probably, at least until my computer is brought over here, which will probably happen within the next few weeks)
Oh and here is a picture of cute little Lydia Rose for you all <3
as most of you know my husband left me in November, it was out of the blue and I was DEVASTATED. I was really depressed, I had to force myself to smile and even eat, because I had a daughter that I needed to protect. You guys were SO AWESOME (and still are) and honestly I really thank Zen (but that's because she was the only one on when this whole thing happened and really helped me keep my head on my shoulder) but Nameria, Nia, Luna, Sage, Uru, Scout and everyone else...the amount of support has really been amazing.So the reason why I haven't been coming on is 1) I was just depressed, no muse, and was trying to focus on finding myself and doing what I had to do. 2) I was moving into my parents house and I didn't have a computer (I'm currently using my moms lol)
Things have been getting better though. I still have my depressed moments. There are times were I still cry. But, overall I'm alot happier. Alot of lies came out and honestly I'm just done with him. I realize I'm SO much better off without him. I don't need a guy who will just up and leave me after 2 years. I've been trying to keep it civil for the sake of our daughter, but honestly I'm still really pissed/mad at him. I think he is a total jackass. The memories still haunt me, but I feel so free most of the time.
Update on da baby. Lydia is doing great! I'm already 8 months pregnant
She will be here soon guys! I have my babyshower next Saturday <3 She is healthy and going strong. I just can't wait to hold her.I've really missed you guys so much. Nia has been keeping my updated about your guys concern and support of me and I really appreciate it! It was defiantly fate that I came across you guys. I love you all so much! <3 I plan to get back into the swing of things, my muse isn't 100% back yet, but I will try my best to get on at least everyday (except for the weekends probably, at least until my computer is brought over here, which will probably happen within the next few weeks)
Oh and here is a picture of cute little Lydia Rose for you all <3