Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2015 19:11:39 GMT -5
Step by step, the Kairos female's paws carried her slowly through the Ina'mos. She had no particular destination in mind, but she had every intention of avoiding the pack for the time being. Socialization held little appeal to her right now, and with mating season falling upon them, she had no intention of sticking around to give the opportunity for the pack males to harass her. She did not want pups this season, especially since being pregnant would prevent her from fully living up to her goal of Warrior within the pack. After all, she could not prove her abilities to their leader while she was carrying pups inside of her. Therefore, her only option seemed to be to hide away and avoid all pack contact until she was no longer in heat. She doubted that many of the males would attempt rape, but she would not necessarily put it past them here in Kairos.
After all, were the females of this pack not intended for breeding purposes? She snorted softly at the though, barely swallowing the urge to spit at the ground in disgust. She would not fall prey to their hormonal desires. She would not allow the pack to use her as a living incubator in order to further their numbers and power. No, she would serve her pack with her talents, not the natural body parts that she was born with. She was more than a body to be used, she was a talented warrior and skilled fighter. She would not allow herself to be used for anything less. A soft sigh left her jaws as she slowed her pace even further, the path she had chosen having led her directly to the Cavern of Govyn, a place she had not yet visited in her pack's lands.
Kairos was large enough to hold several wolves, and though she had only met a few members of the pack, she still knew very little about her new home and family. Then again, she did not consider them family. At least not yet anyways. They were after her body, since she was female, and she found no appeal in a family-oriented way of thinking in the pack's mindset. They were a grouping of power and strength, and though she had every intention of playing right into that notion, she felt little connection to the wolves she should call pack-mates. They were strangers to her - a least most of them - and she preferred to keep it that way. maybe after her heat was over and she was less objectified in the eyes of those she would be competing against for her desired rank.
There was only one that she could even see herself slightly opening up to. Only one member that she could even slightly relate to or enjoy the company of. Datura, the female that she had met when she had first come to the Ina'mos. That had been before the lands of Kairos had expanded. The smaller female's company had actually been enjoyable, and the tall masked female found herself desiring the other wolf's presence once more. But here she was, all alone, and walking into the dark of the Cavern. The place was strange, dark and shielded perfectly from the daylight that shone above. The relief from the bright sun and winds hit her instantly, and though she moved forward still, her steps were hesitant and distracted. She let her eyes scan slowly along the cavern walls as she walked, taking in each crack and crevice and carefully moving along the slippery stone floor that threatened to incapacitate her should she take one wrong step.
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Notes: Sorry, I'm pretty sure this post makes no sense and just rambles on about nothing...