Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2015 19:51:11 GMT -5
The sun was a bright beacon in the sky as the pure ivory colored femme made her way across the terrain. She wove through the evergreen trees and made her way past the smaller saplings, her mind a thousand miles away from the present. She could still smell him in the air around her even though his scent was long gone. Her own scent wasn't as strong as it had been and although she enjoyed the absence of it she knew why it was gone. She hated herself. Truly hated herself more then anything on this earth. She felt disgusting. Dirty. And part of her knew why she felt that way- because part of her had enjoyed it. Amara was not a promiscuous female and she hated herself for allowing her body to take control. Her natural instincts had been overwhelming and originally when she had ran from the brute she was completely prepared to attack him and kill him on site, but that had never happened. His stunning dark looks and cunning words still echoed in her mind. She almost gagged at the thought of it. She could still feel his talons gripping her hips, his canines digging into the scruff of her neck. She halted, closing her eyes and inhaling and exhaling a couple of times. Amara wasn't going to have a panic attack, she needed to hold it together, especially if she was seeking out Valeria. She counted to ten in her head before she opened her eyes again and continued on her way. This was not something that settled well with the young female- though it was apparent that karma had a way of coming back to bite you in the ass. When she had suggested stealing pups from the other pack she hadn't been thinking straight and now here she was an incubator for a completely random brute. A distasteful growl rumbled from her larynx as she moved forward, her stomach flipping with nerves. She moved past the basin, her sea foam blue eyes glancing up at the sky. You could taste rain in the air though it wouldn't be coming anytime soon. Amara decidedly continued forward on that note, determined to find her alpha and explain everything that had happened.
The wind rustled her fur as she strode forward, her paws digging into the moist ground. She could smell Valeria, but it was a faint scent. Tilting her muzzle up to the sky she let out a short howl to let her know to stay put and that she would be meeting her. She moved with a sense of urgency, going from a walk to a full blown run as she darted across the land. She was nothing but a blur of white as she moved until finally she saw the larger form of her alpha up ahead. She collected herself quickly until she was at a complete halt before her. The scent that reached her nares was enough to send her backpedaling for a moment though. It was grotesquely male and it was coming directly from Valeria. Had she too mated with a male? Amara pinned her auds for a moment, trying to assess the situation properly. Valeria.. I've been meaning to meet with you. She dipped her head in submission and respect to her alpha before raising it once again. A lot has happened since I've seen you last.. Most I'm not proud of.. She spoke quietly before allowing her icy optics to lock with Valeria's. Even though Amara was by far not a tiny female she looked like a pup standing before Valeria. If she could sweat she would be dripping it right now and she resisted the urge to pant nervously. There was a male.. She started off slowly before reluctantly finishing her sentence. He took advantage of me while I was at my weakest time. She bowed her head in defeat while raising her eyes to finally meet her alphas gaze.
notes: hope its okay that I started a thread for these two? :]
tagged: Valeria
muse: good
word count: 805
status: complete.