Joy's Departure

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Hey, this is Nameria speaking for Joy. She told me to make this thread, so please continue to read on. :<

Dear Anikira family and friends,

First, there is something that you guys should know. I have been roleplaying in secret. I knew that my authority wouldn't like it, so I chose to hide it from them. The consequence of my deception is that I now have to leave. They discovered Anikira this past Thursday night. Obviously, they were furious not only because I had been roleplaying, but because I had been actively deceiving them about it these past three months. They took my computer, and consequently my access to Anikira and my ability to remain active.

Technically, I could sneak on often enough to remain somewhat active until I get my computer back, but I just can't do that. I'm 20 years old, and I figure that it is time to act like it. My wonderful, best friend, Nameria, is typing this from my account. And so, with a heavy heart, I have decided to put Typhon, Valkyrie and @kamikaze up for adoption. I love them all dearly, and I think they deserve to be played. The adopters will be given access to their current accounts as well as their points. Thank you all guys for all the beautiful memories, I will always hold you guys close in my heart. </3

Well… this really hurts me because she is my best friend. I hope that things get resolved soon. I'll talk to her about how we will handle the adoption process. ;w;

Uruviel @zenith @datura

[Severus]

Tell Joy that I am sorry to hear about her situation and that I love her and that I will miss her. I have always been interested in Valkyrie ever since I saw her picture so I might be interested in taking her.

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I'm gonna miss you, Joy. I really hope to see you again soon!
I remember helping you with Kamikaze's images, makes me feel tempted to take care of him for you, but I'm not sure I could do it well. ^^; That's my inferiority complex for you, haha.

[Tala]

I'll really really miss you!!!! I hope to see you here again. -hugs-

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Please let Joy now that I am very sorry to see her go, and I hope everything works out for the best for her. Zen and I will take care of finding a new player for Typhon.

You will be missed, Joy!

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I will miss you so much Joy ;_;
I really hope this isn't the last we hear of you!

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Thank you all so much for your concern. I'm glad that both pups have been taken care of. Kamikaze is still up for adoption for now.....my situation has changed again, but I'm still in the throws of the...er..abruptness of it all. So, until further notice, Typhon is still up for adoption. I'm taking Kaze back, but I won't be able to roleplay for...a week? I have to readjust, figure stuff out.....mostly, calm down.

I don't know. I'll tell you guys the gist later (details are being kept to a minimum of people), when I can function. Right now I'm still suffering from panic, stress, insomnia, etc. I can't even tell you >< Anyways.....But thank you all. I love you all too, and I dearly missed each and every one of you. Thank you all for being so understanding.

Joy

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Oh, I'm so happy you'll be returning ^ - ^ I'm sorry you're still feeling a bit off, but it's to be expected. Don't rush yourself, take it slow.

[Severus]

Glad to have you back dear and I am glad that you got Ty and Kaze back. <3 Take your time on waiting to give us all the details for your health is more important. <3

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Okay, guys. I think I'm ready. I won't give the entirety of the details of what happened. If you really want to know, PM me. I'm keeping it this way to protect my brother and sister-in-law's privacy. Although, none of you will ever talk to them, I'm sure xD

ANYWAYS. So. Basically, you all already know that they disapprove of my role-playing, specifically my role-playing wolves. So, here's the short version. I got grounded from my phone, and really any and every electronic, and was not allowed to be alone for any period of time, no matter how small, unless I was asleep, changing clothes, etc. This happened a week ago, because of something that they found out about. (I pay for my phone bill every month, as well as the actual phone, so you can see why I was upset about this) There are other reasons as well as to why I was upset and decided to ignore them. In the conversation we had when they found out about the thing, they way they handled the whole thing just kind of made me extremely apathetic. Towards their opinion of what is "best" for me. So, as soon as I returned home (we had been going out of town for Easter), I bought a new phone (iPhone 5c) at the earliest opportunity and activated it the next day (earliest opportunity to do so). Well. Yesterday my roommate thought it necessary to go through my things, found the phone, and reported me to my brother and sister-in-law who proceeded to kick me out. Immediately. And then dropped me off at work, telling me to call them about when a good time would be to come get a bag of clothes. They offered to keep the rest of my stuff until I was able to go get it (as I have no car right now and literally cannot carry all of my stuff around). Basically, I just walked around the street for an hour (I got my stuff about two hours after I got off work, and walked around afterwards), found a secluded spot behind some bushes, and kept trying to find someplace to sleep for the night. I had a panic attack when I couldn't find a place and realized that I would most likely be sleeping on the street. However, my sister and I made contact and she offered me her house until I can get on my feet. So. Yesterday I was just....under a ton of stress, and shock, and panic, and I was honestly terrified beyond belief. That's why I didn't explain anything yesterday. I didn't want to think about anything at all except the fact that I'm free to make my own decisions now and that I found someplace to sleep for the night. But.....I've recovered considerably since then. It will take time for me to truly settle down, but I've already recovered quite a bit (: And all of you have really helped. It made me cry when I got on and saw all of y'all's support, and how all of you were willing to jump in and help me with anything. And how many of you just.....are there for me.

It is much appreciated. I am so glad to be back, and to be back guilt-free.

Also, while I'm here, I might as well say. I've requested over-time hours at work, so I'll most likely be working a hell of a lot of hours in the coming weeks. All of my bills are temporarily about a hundred bucks a month, discluding the ones that I've already paid (without actual money to pay them LOL). SO. I don't know how long I'll need to work these ridiculous hours, but it will be for at least two months. I have to buy a car first, and after that I need to have enough to pay the first two months on an apartment so I can get a place. There's something else I need, but I've somehow forgotten.....it was pretty important too. Grr. xD So. I will definitely be posting and on the cbox every day, but my posting may be slow at times. I don't work on Sundays, though, because we're closed. So I'll always have that day to post all day and catch up on the previous week (: I will most likely make Typhon my priority as he is a very popular character (because of his litter/pack/dad), and there are so many different threads that I already have to do, and he isn't even playable yet xD However, I have four posts that I already owe with Kaze, so those will come first. Then Celosia's and Leilah's bios. After that, Typhon will take priority on everything, so please forgive me if I reply with Ty before any other character. I just wanted everyone to know ahead of time (: