Post by Deleted on Apr 30, 2015 9:50:07 GMT -5
The months had rolled by excruciatingly slow as if mother nature were punishing her for her acts of misfortune. Her abdomen had swelled to three times the normal size, obvious that she was heavy with unborn pups. Amara would have never imagined that she would have a litter of pups herself, but here she was ready to pop. She tried not to think about motherhood; it had never been something she had considered and the thought of it overwhelmed her. She had never seen herself as a mother but now here she was having a massive responsibility thrown onto her plate. She was sure that her sisters would be more then willing to help, but she didn't want their help. She had to raise the runts on her own, regardless of how hard things got. This was her mistake, her consequence, and she would take it without hesitation. Amara had known something was off when she had attended the pack meeting. There were certain twinges that she would get occasionally that just didn't feel normal. Of course she was accustomed to the pups kicking and flipping in her womb, but she wasn't used to the sort of feelings she was getting. The walk back to her den only increased those feelings, which made her think that it was time. She tried to remain composed, but as she moved the pain only worsened. A low guttural snarl escaped her labrums, followed by streams of profanity. Why had she even mated? She hated males! And this is what happened when you had sex. Babies, and pain. She vowed to herself then and there that this would never happen to her again. Thankfully her den wasn't that far from the heart of Valyn, and it was well sheltered. She decided to pace outside the mouth of her home until the contractions became worse. Then she would crawl down into the dark recesses of her den for privacy. She didn't want to admit that she was scared, in fact she would never admit such a thing. But it truly was fear that was racing through her.
It wasn't long before the stabbing pains began to wrap around the front of her stomach, causing it to tighten up painfully. Her auds pinned against her skull as another stream of profanities escaped her parted jaws. Soon she began to pant, the pain coming and going in waves. She wasted no time then as she moved towards the entrance. Soon after she was crawling into the dark recesses of her den until finally she was lying in an exhausted heap towards the pack. Her sea foam green eyes remained glued to the entrance of her den, being sure that no one would enter. She was confident that no one would, considering she had done a pretty good job to make sure her birthing place was secluded. Her den was enshrined by shrubbery and branches, making it well hidden from others. Which was exactly what she wanted. She may not have wanted babies to begin with, but she would be damned if anything happened to them. The contractions were returning, heavier in pain and quicker in frequency. She squeezed her eyes shut for a moment, breathing harshly as they hit her wave after wave. Why did I do this.. She muttered to herself, furious with her poor decisions. However it would not be long before her first child would be making its way into the world. It was then that the thought of her "mate" crossed her mind. It was then that she knew she would find him, and kill him. He did this to me. She thought bitterly to herself, but the thought did not last long. Soon the overwhelming urge to push overcame her, and so she obeyed. With each harsh contraction she bore down, attempting to expel the pups from her body.
notes: weeeeee Samara pups!<3
tagged: Sebastian + Micah + @octavia
muse: good
word count: 788.
status: complete.
