Post by phantom on Dec 11, 2010 10:05:00 GMT -5
Okay. From the messages in the chatbox, I understand what's going on. Now, I see what a stupid mistake I made, and that I'm probably going to get banned because of this.... so, I apologize. To everyone. I don't deserve your kindness or your trust or anything, because I have taken the word respect and shattered it. No, I've crushed it into a million little pieces. I know that there's no possible way that you can forgive me, so feel free to ban me or whatever. I probably had it coming anyway. You'd think I would have learned my lesson by now- to come up with my own freaking ideas. Well, I haven't, it turns out. I thought I could get through this without plagiarizing, without stealing anyone's ideas. Well, that idea's been left in the dust. I am nothing more than a heartless bitch, and I accept whatever else you're going to call me. I don't deserve to be respected, I deserve to be trampled upon and spat at and whatever else you can think of doing to me.
I'll miss you all terribly, so if this is goodbye, let me just say that I am insanely sorry for what I have done. You all are wonderful people, and I feel so bad about lying to your faces and pretending to be someone you could trust. I realize that you all are going to be pissed off- no, insanely pissed off at me. There's no excuse for my actions, no words that can make up for it. So go ahead, rant and rave and do whatever you want to me. I probably deserve it anyway. Who was I fooling? I can't change who I was, what I did in the past. I can't change what's happening now. But now, I'm not going to give you a bunch of crap about the ideas stuck in my head. I am apologizing from the bottom of my heart, though I know it's not going to be enough to save my sorry little ass. I deserve to be thrown out, and this time, I'll accept it. I won't come back and bother you guys anymore, I won't steal or do anything. No, I'm not going to go around and post nasty messages about this site, because I am not that kind of person. I wouldn't be that cruel. Although, given as to what I've done, you're probably not going to believe me, anyway.
Please don't bother responding to this. Your words in the chatbox will be enough for me. I know, I'm a coward that can't learn from her mistakes. But you know what? Now, I realize how bad plagiarizing is. I promise from the very depths of my soul to never, ever plagiarize again. From now on, whenever I see someone copying another's ideas, I'm going to think of myself. And you better believe that it'll hurt. It'll cut me right down to my core. Heck, I probably deserve it. I've lied to your faces. You all trusted me, too, which hurts even more. You actually believed that I was worth being nice to. Well, I wasn't, and I never will be. Just know, again, that I am really sorry this time, but I know you won't believe me. Why should you, after all I've done?
--JK (if I can even be called that anymore)