Post by Deleted on Apr 2, 2013 18:25:46 GMT -5
The Mexican femme made her way towards the center of The Oriens, this place had truly changed her life. These were the lands where she had finally met her idol, the brute she had essentially worshipped as a god. Hadrian. This was the territory where she found out she had a father and from there she learned to accept the others as her pack family. She had seen many members come and go, that list now included the Alpha of Amar. He was supposed to lead them, but for some strange reason he disbanded them and abandoned them. Nashira's anger had edged away into confusion, even after speaking with Lynker she could not figure out why Kiddo had left. Her subconscious believed he had done something dishonorable and could not face the truth of it; however, she had no solid proof for such a suspicion. All the femme knew was that she had no home anymore, neither did her father or any of the others.
Pack life held its advantages, regardless of how reluctant she had been to initially joining. There was a certain comfort that came from living peacefully amongst others, even if she had not let her guard down for them. The days had ticked past with her expecting one of the others to step up - she had expected that someone would! None did. Perhaps the Mexican female had been ignorant in believing that one of them would bring everyone together, perhaps it was her calling. For the first time in several months, Nashira genuinely felt exhilarated and excited for something. She wanted to bring Amar back together under the name Zakur. They were all warriors in some way or another - fighters in order to better their own lives. Already had she decided to shrink the pack down to only The Oriens, it would be safest while they became accustomed to their new life; although she hope it would not become excessively different than before.
Spring was coming, which meant that they would be thriving much easier. Their numbers could grow again before winter came, they would be well prepared. Her paws brushed lightly across the ground beneath as she moved herself forward, muddy eyes glazed over with thought. Truthfully, Nashira was quite nervous about bringing Amar back together; yet, it called to her. She could not bare to let them fall apart - returning to her old lifestyle was not something she wished to do. In fact the female was afraid for what would happen if she did not bring the family back together, Hadrian may leave her again. A piece of her still held confidence that he would remain by her side, but there was a twinge of worry. Giving her pelt a light shake the femme allowed a decline in pace, eyes scanning the terrain laying before her. 'Nothing is too far gone to be rebuilt,' her thoughts brought a light smile to her features, something that only occurred when she felt comfortably alone. A part of her wanted to run free again, but having stability proves beneficial in the long term. She knew that her own pride and dedication would keep her from leaving her family.
The Mexican female did not know how many would respond to her call, Hadrian had said he would support her and Lynker would - but who else? Anyone? Nashira refused to admit that the others would not wish to keep their same home and family, but many could have ran off already. Certainly they were all concerned about their lives after Kiddo abandoned them, it only made sense that they would look for a new home. Turning her muzzle upward the femme let out a long resonating howl, calling out to the other canines within the territory. "Those within The Oriens, join me - once more we can thrive." The song was short, slightly bland in her opinion. She did hate the calling out to others over a long distance, if communication was necessary she preferred it to be face to face conversation. A flush flooded her features, she was quite positive that none had heard her howl for any reason up until this point, but in a strange way she felt refreshed by this moment. Surely this was something she never expected to happen.
Standing taller than normal the femme gazed across the horizon, watching to see who would join her. She wondered how many wanted to keep their home here, if they would even stand alongside the stoic femme who seemed to go unnoticed. Nashira had been one of few words when Kiddo was the Alpha, there had never been much she felt the desire to say. Few seemed interested in speaking with her; thus, she gave them their distance. The tables had turned now, if this truly worked out then she would become much more valuable to their lives. As for her guard? The femme was uncertain if it needed to be raised or lowered, only time could truly tell.
OoC| Short and choppy but it should work.