Post by Deleted on Apr 18, 2013 21:13:27 GMT -5
Wake up on your own
And look around you 'cause you're not alone
Release your high hopes and they'll survive
'Cause this is the future and you are alive.
Cautious, delicate white paws wandered in Zaor Forest. Green eyes scanned
the area profoundly, and an over-cautious pose dominated the arctic femme.
She was scared of being alone, yet somehow she needed this. She had been walking
alone all this time, and she was at risk of being killed. Maybe in a pack she'd
feel protected--God knows she needed to be surrounded by wolves to call family.
After she lost hers a couple of years ago, she wanted to forget her past somehow.
However, she missed them. She missed her parents, her brother, her caretakers.
She missed her past, yet she decided a few days ago she would forget about it and
move on. She was ready to embark on a new life, and a whole new start. Katja
was always very insecure. Katja was always over-cautious and her insecurities
killed her own motivation to go on. She had a horrid fear of failure and she could
not hide it anymore. She was afraid of life, of failing those whom she cared and
loved. She feared death. She feared pain. She feared herself, often. She was
very insecure of herself and sometimes she masked it with tail wags and laughs.
"Here goes nothing."
Dive in and swim away
From your loneliness and miserable days.
Katja looked to the heavens, and looked at the beautiful canopy of the trees ahead of
her. She admired nature and always felt a deep spiritual connection with it. She smiled
and a rush of wind suddenly enveloped her in a refreshing embrace. Katja smiled again and sighed. Maybe she was destined for this, to join Zakur and have a new life. Maybe it was all a divine plan or just coincidence. She didn't care as of now, all that she knew is that even though she was terrified of failing the pack, she had to move on. She took a deep breath and howled. "I am seeking acceptance into Zakur. I am in Zaor Forest." She sat down and smiled, seeing the trees move and dance with the wind in perfect harmony,
the cold soil cooling her feet, the wind, oh the wind... how she loved it. She could not imagine
herself without it. She loved it like another living being. She began to look at her surroundings and smiled. Sudden realization struck her like lightning; she has never felt
ready for something. She was never prepared. Katja was always afraid and terrified on the inside. For once in her lifetime, she felt happy, relaxed and at ease. For the first time in her life she felt prepared. For once in her lifetime, she felt ready. She was ready for a new beginning.
her. She admired nature and always felt a deep spiritual connection with it. She smiled
and a rush of wind suddenly enveloped her in a refreshing embrace. Katja smiled again and sighed. Maybe she was destined for this, to join Zakur and have a new life. Maybe it was all a divine plan or just coincidence. She didn't care as of now, all that she knew is that even though she was terrified of failing the pack, she had to move on. She took a deep breath and howled. "I am seeking acceptance into Zakur. I am in Zaor Forest." She sat down and smiled, seeing the trees move and dance with the wind in perfect harmony,
the cold soil cooling her feet, the wind, oh the wind... how she loved it. She could not imagine
herself without it. She loved it like another living being. She began to look at her surroundings and smiled. Sudden realization struck her like lightning; she has never felt
ready for something. She was never prepared. Katja was always afraid and terrified on the inside. For once in her lifetime, she felt happy, relaxed and at ease. For the first time in her life she felt prepared. For once in her lifetime, she felt ready. She was ready for a new beginning.
And when you wake up on your own
Look around you 'cause you're not alone
Let your hopes go and they'll survive
'Cause this is the future and you are alive
...You're headed home.
OOC;;
"This is the Future" - Owl City
Done <3 @nashira