Post by Deleted on Apr 26, 2013 3:45:26 GMT -5
If one were to venture into the far depths of the Virak Caverns, one would come across a small bundle of orange-red fur hunched miserably against the cold stone wall. This she wolf in question was not in the best of moods; lately she'd been regretting ever setting foot in such a god-forsaken place. Xisyn was nothing but trouble; it hated her, she was sure of it. Why else would it make it so difficult for her to travel anywhere without tripping over or twisting her leg on the wickedly sharp stones which littered the sinkhole? It was a good day when the virtually three-legged wolf could make it across the territory without falling on her face at least once.
But that wasn't what was bothering her. She missed her mother Revan, and her siblings, and the nice warm cave in Kamari where they all used to curl up together. And she missed the feeling of companionship she’d experienced in the small Isata pack, with its strong and just alphess, and the patient but engaging tutoring of wise Akitla. Not to say that Scout was a bad teacher, she told herself hurriedly – she just missed her old families.
Ryala, or Tassos as it was now called, was a far larger pack than she’d ever been in, and she hadn’t even met half the members here. All the strange scents frightened her; she could hardly tell who was friend and who was foe. It was sort of similar to the way things had been in Haishin, she supposed, but at least back then she’d had her family, and she hadn’t felt like a useless third wheel.
Why? Why did no happiness in her life ever last? Would she ever be able to settle down in peace, with the knowledge that she had a secure family who would look after her, and would appreciate her in return? It didn’t look like such a fantasy would be occurring anytime soon. Everyone she’d ever been close to was dead or missing; it just wasn’t fair! There was only so much the usually tough little she wolf could take, and her stubborn resolve to find and keep her dream family was wearing thin – it seemed that the world held no place for the half-breed invalid runt.
So Vixen sobbed into her paws, vehemently wishing that the earth would burn to a blackened crisp, taking everyone who’d ever dismissed her with it. Nobody ever noticed her; her pack probably wouldn’t even realise that she hadn’t been above ground in the last few days, too busy as she was sulking in the dark passageways beneath their paws.
Nobody ever gave her respect; she was smaller and younger than most of the wolves in Tassos, and only a gatherer. She was unimportant – the pack’s survival didn’t depend on her presence. Scout was the one they all went to when they needed help – after all, how could such a weak timid femme such as herself know the first thing about how to treat a serious injury? A snarl ripped through the little vixen’s maw as she struck out at the floor, sending sand grains skittering across the stone. She was not weak! How dare they think she was useless?! She was Cona, last surviving daughter of brave Acarapi and clever Revan! Or rather, Acarapi the rapist and Revan the whore… A fresh wave of sobs overcame the poor creature and she buried her head under her paws, never wanting to face those judging looks ever again.
.