Vorilye: I've always looked up to you. I've always wanted to be just like you. I wanted to be strong, in control, and collected like you always were but I'm not feeling that way right now. I feel out of control like everything around me is falling a part all over again. I hate to say it, but I need your help. I don't know what I'm doing. I wish you would have prepared me for this but since that didn't happen, I need your guidance now.