Post by xxverancexx on Oct 23, 2012 13:11:27 GMT -5
Walking around the lake that was consumed by a mist witch seems to be just as alive as he was. Verance gazed into the water and looked at his reflection that stared right back at him. He was not completely sure that he was alive. This refection is said to be the truth that you were alive but maybe his mind was playing tricks on him or that the saying was false. He was so confused on the topic of life. Hearing voices in his head every second of the day seemed to make him feel out of place. He was not sure of anything anymore, from others he meets to voices in his head, knowing that if that was real or not he did not know what was real anymore. The fog at this point was getting denser and denser, and Verance was beinging to see more and more things that was not there. Feeling like he was loosing it Verance laid down in the grass.
"Verance" his ears perked up and looked around for the thing that called him. He did not see anyone there no one at all. Laying his head back down on his paws he begun to dose off again when the voice spoke again"Verance". He sat up this time and looked around again. "Ok who is there" He called out in a nervous tone. His body was shaking from both the cold and nerves. Verance listened for the response of the voice that he heard before. There was no response from the voice that he heard before. Verance stood up and walked to a cliff that overlooked the pond. He smiled and stared straight into the water. He thought it was amazing and that maybe he could use it to stop this terror of constant voices that were not there at all. Shaking his head he knew that the path he was thinking of was not the right option to choose.
Verance just hoped that he could find a new home a new Pack that he can help defend and get socialized again and maybe just maybe that his delusions will go away. Oh how how hoped that that would happen, that this terror will go away. If that happened Verance knew that he could live a happy life possibly meet a Femme and have puppies some day. He smiled at the thought of puppies and a mate. He knew that he must start at the bottom to get to the top and that is where he was the bottom of the social latter a Rouge. A Rouge is what he was not native to this part of the world he was a true stranger to this land and if he was excepted into a pack it would be a tough ride to gain the trust of the Pack members.
Verance knew this very well and he also knew that he would most likely be the one who would do the useless stuff well that is how his old pack did things. Verance hoped that some day he could make a pack of his own and then he will decide who he would let in or not, but he knew the worst thing to do is challenge someone who had high authority in the pack while being so new to this area. He wanted to make sure he understood this place, and had some age and experiences under his belt, before he went off and took in command of a Pack. He knew he needed to be wise and experienced in order to ensure the safety of his pack.
"Verance" his ears perked up and looked around for the thing that called him. He did not see anyone there no one at all. Laying his head back down on his paws he begun to dose off again when the voice spoke again"Verance". He sat up this time and looked around again. "Ok who is there" He called out in a nervous tone. His body was shaking from both the cold and nerves. Verance listened for the response of the voice that he heard before. There was no response from the voice that he heard before. Verance stood up and walked to a cliff that overlooked the pond. He smiled and stared straight into the water. He thought it was amazing and that maybe he could use it to stop this terror of constant voices that were not there at all. Shaking his head he knew that the path he was thinking of was not the right option to choose.
Verance just hoped that he could find a new home a new Pack that he can help defend and get socialized again and maybe just maybe that his delusions will go away. Oh how how hoped that that would happen, that this terror will go away. If that happened Verance knew that he could live a happy life possibly meet a Femme and have puppies some day. He smiled at the thought of puppies and a mate. He knew that he must start at the bottom to get to the top and that is where he was the bottom of the social latter a Rouge. A Rouge is what he was not native to this part of the world he was a true stranger to this land and if he was excepted into a pack it would be a tough ride to gain the trust of the Pack members.
Verance knew this very well and he also knew that he would most likely be the one who would do the useless stuff well that is how his old pack did things. Verance hoped that some day he could make a pack of his own and then he will decide who he would let in or not, but he knew the worst thing to do is challenge someone who had high authority in the pack while being so new to this area. He wanted to make sure he understood this place, and had some age and experiences under his belt, before he went off and took in command of a Pack. He knew he needed to be wise and experienced in order to ensure the safety of his pack.