Post by Roka on Jan 14, 2016 13:05:40 GMT -5
The days seemed to be passing even more rapidly than Roka could keep up with. Her pups were almost old enough to leave for the Agoge and Roka was afraid for them. It was a perilous task that would test each of them, teaching all of her children how to survive. Roka hadn't been that much older then her pups were now when she had been forced to survive on her own. The only difference was that her beloved tundra was an easy place to live compared to the harsh terrain of Vor'asa. Magnificent beasts roamed there, large enough to kill even the most hulking Kairos giants. All of Goliath's offspring had made the swim and most had returned safe, few hadn't returned and Roka wondered if they had died on the perilous journey. The thought of any of her pups not surviving the Agoge broke her heart, especially since she had only just had them. They were too young in her mind, but the tradition had to be followed, and she would not deprive her children of the chance to prove themselves. Taranis and Rhys would have no problem doing the task, she even thought that Kegan would manage to do alright. Even Liadan, her only daughter, wanted to participate in the ritual. Roka understood how her daughter felt, wanting to prove that she was every bit of a warrior that her brothers could be. Fierce and spunky she reminded Roka a lot of herself. She knew that all of her children would find their calling in the Agoge, but the idea of parting with them for that long was something she hated to think about. She walked along wondering where her feet would take her today.
Since the departure of Sabaoth from the island, Roka had been trying to keep her mind off of him. The more she thought about their argument and the rift her anger had caused them more she hated herself. Sabaoth had made it clear that her outbursts would not be tolerated and he had left her feeling like an errant child who had been scolded. She had spent much of her time meeting new people and finding ways to occupy her time. Temperamental as she was it was harder than she liked to admit to make friends. There were so many members of Kairos that it seemed as if she would never be able to meet them all. With the departure of Xena and Datura, Roka had lost the few wolves outside of her family that she trusted. Even in her anger she depended on Sabaoth, because she had no one else that she could truly trust. He was good to her, keeping her and their you safe, providing a home for them. There wasn't much more than she could ask for him. Her feelings were something that she couldn't change no matter how things changed between them. Even now all she wanted was for him to be back with her. Irrational aren't I. After everything I am still a little love sick pup following him around. I can't help it though. I don't think I can fight these feelings. For all of her tough and grumble Sabaoth had her completely under his control.
Shaking her head she picked up the pace, trying to outrun her own thoughts. She didn't stop until she came across a scent that was familiar. Roka couldn't quite place it until a flash of memory invaded her mind. It was on the beach. Roka had found her laying there on the very shore that she had washed up on. The swim was a perilous one and the stranger had been unconscious on the beach. It hadn't been Roka's place to take her in or offer her a place within Kairos, so she had left the femme there. Trying to wake her hadn't been a success and Roka hadn't known what else to do. Sabaoth had been gone so she had sought out Datura to greet the femme, but when she had returned to find her the Dire female had been gone. Roka hadn't see her since, but that wasn't saying much considering that she was cooped up with her pups most of the time. Following the trail she made her way towards the wolf, her scent carrying the Kairos brand. It was apparent that she had managed to gain a place within Kairos. "I'm glad to see that you survived. The last time I saw you was when you were decorating the beach."
Neviah
Since the departure of Sabaoth from the island, Roka had been trying to keep her mind off of him. The more she thought about their argument and the rift her anger had caused them more she hated herself. Sabaoth had made it clear that her outbursts would not be tolerated and he had left her feeling like an errant child who had been scolded. She had spent much of her time meeting new people and finding ways to occupy her time. Temperamental as she was it was harder than she liked to admit to make friends. There were so many members of Kairos that it seemed as if she would never be able to meet them all. With the departure of Xena and Datura, Roka had lost the few wolves outside of her family that she trusted. Even in her anger she depended on Sabaoth, because she had no one else that she could truly trust. He was good to her, keeping her and their you safe, providing a home for them. There wasn't much more than she could ask for him. Her feelings were something that she couldn't change no matter how things changed between them. Even now all she wanted was for him to be back with her. Irrational aren't I. After everything I am still a little love sick pup following him around. I can't help it though. I don't think I can fight these feelings. For all of her tough and grumble Sabaoth had her completely under his control.
Shaking her head she picked up the pace, trying to outrun her own thoughts. She didn't stop until she came across a scent that was familiar. Roka couldn't quite place it until a flash of memory invaded her mind. It was on the beach. Roka had found her laying there on the very shore that she had washed up on. The swim was a perilous one and the stranger had been unconscious on the beach. It hadn't been Roka's place to take her in or offer her a place within Kairos, so she had left the femme there. Trying to wake her hadn't been a success and Roka hadn't known what else to do. Sabaoth had been gone so she had sought out Datura to greet the femme, but when she had returned to find her the Dire female had been gone. Roka hadn't see her since, but that wasn't saying much considering that she was cooped up with her pups most of the time. Following the trail she made her way towards the wolf, her scent carrying the Kairos brand. It was apparent that she had managed to gain a place within Kairos. "I'm glad to see that you survived. The last time I saw you was when you were decorating the beach."
Neviah