Post by Deleted on Jan 26, 2015 17:42:58 GMT -5
AMARA
K this is just the beginning to what your eyes will see take a closer loo
Name: Amara Age: 2 Gender: Female Species: Arctic Wolf Height: 29 inches Eyes: Sea foam blue Weight: 145 pounds Length: 61 inches Scars: None Coat: Pure white Markings: two brown spots above her eyes
C atch a peek at what your heart should hear. the silence its never ending. oh what do you fear?
Mental: 80% (Unstable with a small case of bipolarity) Physical: 100%
Personality: Amara is a true enigma with two sides that contradict each other greatly. One side of her is dominant, aggressive and with a thirst of vengeance and justice. This side of her is almost always present, and it serves as a barrier against others that try to get through it. She is closed, stubborn, but with an immense sense of loyalty to those that deserve it. Amara is very naive, and when she sets her mind into something it's hard to let go of her goals. She is sarcastic, too smart for her own good, and sometimes she talks before she thinks. She is manipulative, controlling and if something is not going the way she intends, Amara gets frustrated and tries to manipulate everything to her favor. She has severe trust issues with anyone that comes on her way all willy-nilly without any permission or consent. This part of her wants everything how she wants it and when she wants it, and she will do everything in her power to gain it, even if it means to remove someone that is in her way. She has no problems with killing if it's needed to achieve her goals, and she can know how to detach her emotions if her duty demands it, but only if her duty or goals demands it. She will not go and kill randomly; she will only feel the need if someone's in the middle of her goal. She is also very unpredictable, arrogant and very impulsive, and this has made her fail thousands of times in her life, but it's like she cannot control herself sometimes. She speaks her mind and she does not care at all what others think of her.
Her other side, however, is much more calm, and these two sides of her are interchangeable according to circumstances. Amara has a calmer side that wants peace and to rest. She does things that she regrets later, and she tortures herself with the mistakes of her past. She says that she doesn't care what others think of her, but deep inside of herself she is vulnerable, and she hides this other side of her very well. She is filled with regrets and remorse, giving her nightmares every night. She longs for the peace of her mind and soul, and even if she has a deep hatred for males, she desires to find a male that will change her life entirely. But she never speaks of this to anyone; Amara's dreams and goals of having a family are only a distant dream in her heart. She is loyal and a very determined individual that is happy to get the job done and please any wolf above her. Amara wants to be part of a functional family or pack, making her very grateful when needed to be. If she ever finds a male that wins her heart, she will fiercely protect him at all costs, and will be the most happy and loyal female ever, and she will try her best to change. But since she keeps a stone wall against those that may care for her, she pushes everyone away with her stubbornness. She desires to change and she will do it with enough strength and valor. Above all, Amara is a very strange and complex wolfess that needs time to heal the wounds of the past, but even if she tries, the wounds will always try to stay open.
Her other side, however, is much more calm, and these two sides of her are interchangeable according to circumstances. Amara has a calmer side that wants peace and to rest. She does things that she regrets later, and she tortures herself with the mistakes of her past. She says that she doesn't care what others think of her, but deep inside of herself she is vulnerable, and she hides this other side of her very well. She is filled with regrets and remorse, giving her nightmares every night. She longs for the peace of her mind and soul, and even if she has a deep hatred for males, she desires to find a male that will change her life entirely. But she never speaks of this to anyone; Amara's dreams and goals of having a family are only a distant dream in her heart. She is loyal and a very determined individual that is happy to get the job done and please any wolf above her. Amara wants to be part of a functional family or pack, making her very grateful when needed to be. If she ever finds a male that wins her heart, she will fiercely protect him at all costs, and will be the most happy and loyal female ever, and she will try her best to change. But since she keeps a stone wall against those that may care for her, she pushes everyone away with her stubbornness. She desires to change and she will do it with enough strength and valor. Above all, Amara is a very strange and complex wolfess that needs time to heal the wounds of the past, but even if she tries, the wounds will always try to stay open.
! you only thought you'd heard my story well baby there's more to hear
Arrival Age: 2 years Pack: Valyn Rank: Subordinate
History: Amara was born somewhere along the plains of I'queyer in the Island of Anikira. She was born to a pack with an unstable family of four; her two parents and her older brother, Deimos. Amara was the smallest of the siblings, and her brother began to take advantage of her diminutive size, and even if they were older by just mere hours, her brother always abused her frequently, always bullying her with no reason whatsoever. He had violent tendencies and her parents couldn't care less about them. As she grew, Amara found out that her parents didn't even love each other--they were the product of an arranged mating just to breed puppies for the season. The parents were together until the pups were big enough and they would go their separate ways. Amara grew up in a pack filled with female hatred, where males were allowed to do anything they pleased, and the male alpha was seen as a god.
As Amara grew up, she became more and more angered with her life and her "family." She had began to form a double personality to survive. She showed submissiveness towards the pack, but she was a rebel on her heart, and she was truly tired of what she was enduring. She began training quietly, trying to imitate the male warriors she saw training every day from the shadows. Attempt after attempt, she began perfecting her skills, and her body began to change drastically. The once wimpy, malnourished and skinny Amara grew up into an elegant and strong-built white beauty. Her parents had already left, but her brother kept beating her constantly, mocking her and using his strength over her, telling her insults and trying to make her believe how worthless she was. However, Amara didn't believe anything he said, and she kept training and training, her mind darkening with each day that passed. One day, she grew tired of all the abuse that this pack had made her endure, and she was hanging on her sanity by a thin thread. Deimos got into a fight with her just for the laughs, and in that fight, Amara used all the skills and strength she had gained through the time. She cleverly beat her brother down, and in a blind moment of rage and fury, she killed him by biting him on the neck and suffocating him. The entire pack watched in fury and surprise. They began to circle her and she ran away as fast as she could, but they reached her, which made her fight. She began to fight with all her strength and agility, and began to kill them one by one. Her once white fur was now stained with blood, and her mind began to fracture even more, and deep hatred and repugnance towards males became her morning bread.
After managing to escape, Amara went into a river and washed the blood from her body away, and she had a breakdown. She began to cry uncontrollably, and she shook and yelled at the wind. She was tired. She began to see males as the enemy, and from that day forward, she was never the same. However, there was one male that managed to win her heart over the course of time--and his name was Jason. She met him after what had happened, and initially her response towards his concern was to attack him and push him away. But after he insisted, she began to trust him more and more. Time passed by, and she fell in love, quickly forgetting the sins of the past. One day, however, she found out that he was actually a player that had multiple females at the same time. After finding out, she waited for him one day in their usual hiding spot, and she confronted him about it. After denying it, she called him a liar, and fought with him, and the fight ended with her killing him. After the deed was done, she went again to the same river to wash away the blood that screamed the sin she had just committed. Her heart became blacker than coal that evening, and now she knew there was no coming back. She now roams Anikira seeking for vengeance, hoping that someone will fix her already broken soul.
As Amara grew up, she became more and more angered with her life and her "family." She had began to form a double personality to survive. She showed submissiveness towards the pack, but she was a rebel on her heart, and she was truly tired of what she was enduring. She began training quietly, trying to imitate the male warriors she saw training every day from the shadows. Attempt after attempt, she began perfecting her skills, and her body began to change drastically. The once wimpy, malnourished and skinny Amara grew up into an elegant and strong-built white beauty. Her parents had already left, but her brother kept beating her constantly, mocking her and using his strength over her, telling her insults and trying to make her believe how worthless she was. However, Amara didn't believe anything he said, and she kept training and training, her mind darkening with each day that passed. One day, she grew tired of all the abuse that this pack had made her endure, and she was hanging on her sanity by a thin thread. Deimos got into a fight with her just for the laughs, and in that fight, Amara used all the skills and strength she had gained through the time. She cleverly beat her brother down, and in a blind moment of rage and fury, she killed him by biting him on the neck and suffocating him. The entire pack watched in fury and surprise. They began to circle her and she ran away as fast as she could, but they reached her, which made her fight. She began to fight with all her strength and agility, and began to kill them one by one. Her once white fur was now stained with blood, and her mind began to fracture even more, and deep hatred and repugnance towards males became her morning bread.
After managing to escape, Amara went into a river and washed the blood from her body away, and she had a breakdown. She began to cry uncontrollably, and she shook and yelled at the wind. She was tired. She began to see males as the enemy, and from that day forward, she was never the same. However, there was one male that managed to win her heart over the course of time--and his name was Jason. She met him after what had happened, and initially her response towards his concern was to attack him and push him away. But after he insisted, she began to trust him more and more. Time passed by, and she fell in love, quickly forgetting the sins of the past. One day, however, she found out that he was actually a player that had multiple females at the same time. After finding out, she waited for him one day in their usual hiding spot, and she confronted him about it. After denying it, she called him a liar, and fought with him, and the fight ended with her killing him. After the deed was done, she went again to the same river to wash away the blood that screamed the sin she had just committed. Her heart became blacker than coal that evening, and now she knew there was no coming back. She now roams Anikira seeking for vengeance, hoping that someone will fix her already broken soul.
F amilial ties they suffocate the soul.
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